ravensfeather

i feel a bit crazy lately, seems i have been saying that alot...i just have had anxiety for a few days now, and i am sick of this shit....i know my meds are working, because its cut it in about half but i just have felt like shit for like three days now...i dont know what my problem is.

i have to find a new job because the one i was working at is gone..it goes up for auction today, goddess i hope we make lots of money on it so i can fucking get paid i just want to feel like a damn human being and its taking it all out of me just to get up and start my day in the morning....im having trouble leaving the house again... i guess i just need to fucking chill out and get my life straightened away...im trying, but it seems harder than i thought it was going to be...i was feeling good, on the meds, and thought that everything was going okay, but now that i have no job and no money im falling apart again...