man, i just dont know why i do these things....i had been talking to my ex boyfriend for a few days now, and i thought it would be nice to see him since i havent in forever....
well he came over today and we just chilled out, but he started kissing me, and so we went to the bedroom and started doing naughty things...and ....i wish i wouldnt have, its just i guess you cant substitute love with sex... and it just sucked, i didnt even get off...and i feel so fucking gross now...im really sad
i just hate myself sometimes...and i really like the boy nextdoor...but i dont think he likes me, i mean, he litterally lives aross the hall, and he always says he wants to hang out with me, or do things with me...and that he likes me, but he NEVER has time for me...am i that hard to get along with? am i that hard to love? im going to turn out some bitter old fag, alone with nothing but 50 cats and a bong
//goddess please bring me blessings from above, cause i cant seem to find them down here myself
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//figlet & semi-dyklet will have to get together and be drunken crazy kids..
heart you. keep your head up. smoochies.
Promise!
did you do the pic? its wild
hope all is well,
ph