ravensfeather

ugh...i dont feel very good today...last night i was suppost to hang out with the boy next door that i am "seeing" and i never heard from him so i was on my patio smoking a cig about 2 in the morning or so, and i could hear him talking with some other guy..and i was like "i wonder who that is". a few minutes later he came outside to walk his dog, he asked how i was doing, what i did today, and told me he would see me later...which was weird, cuz i wanted to see him, and was suppost to....i cam in later and he has messaged me on AIM and said "i just wanted to let you know that matt is here (his ex) and we are talking, and its confusing....ect....and he wanted me to promise him that i would still be his friend and whatnot no matter what happens because i have become very special to him.... i feel so bad...i know i shouldnt because i havent known him that long, but i just really really like him and i want to get to know him more...i want him to be mine...i cryed this morning when he told me....and its all ive been able to think about all day