so i went to the doctor for my anxiety and he put me on Effexor XR and Ativan and it seems to be working so far...i dont like being on anything, but if it will stop this fucking shit i will be greatful 
its been pretty nice out for the past few days, a little too humid for me, the ac queen, but still nice. It rained again today, not like the hailstorm yeaterday though.
I took my best friend to the OBGYN today because she cant drive because of recent surgery, and i sat in the little waiting room because it was way to fucking hot to sit in the car, plus i wanted to be there with her, and there were ladies laughing and whispering about me...i was like...um, im not here to get my vagina checked ya know
i really like hanging out with the boy next door...i have alot of feelings for him, yeasterday he came over and we talked for a while and then took off our clothes and made out on the floor, then i blew him for a while, and then he grabed me, rolled me onto my back and sat on my belly...oh goddess, it was so hot, i played with his nipples untill he came on me....
maybe that was to much information, but it was just yummy 
i cant help myself these days 
its been pretty nice out for the past few days, a little too humid for me, the ac queen, but still nice. It rained again today, not like the hailstorm yeaterday though.
I took my best friend to the OBGYN today because she cant drive because of recent surgery, and i sat in the little waiting room because it was way to fucking hot to sit in the car, plus i wanted to be there with her, and there were ladies laughing and whispering about me...i was like...um, im not here to get my vagina checked ya know
i really like hanging out with the boy next door...i have alot of feelings for him, yeasterday he came over and we talked for a while and then took off our clothes and made out on the floor, then i blew him for a while, and then he grabed me, rolled me onto my back and sat on my belly...oh goddess, it was so hot, i played with his nipples untill he came on me....
maybe that was to much information, but it was just yummy i cant help myself these days VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
Wow. I just read your journal. Damn, sounds like you're having all the fun I never was able to score. Fucking piece of shit small towns. Anywho... as for being on medication; hey, at least you'll probably feel better more of the time. Anxiety sucks; not like I gotta tell you that, since you already know. heh. Yea, at least it'll help