just when you thought life sucked and you were a looser you finally get the courage to talk to the cute boi next door...and find out....he's so much like me.... 
we totally hit it off...i talked to him for 2 hours online, and i am suppost to cook him dinner next week when he gets back from going home on break... im so excited, and nervous...but i just feel like this is a sign, a sign that i am starting to break out of my shell again, and that i am going to be okay, through all this anxiety shit...i just know im going to be okay, and i dont know why, but he made me feel so uplifted and good about myself.... he even said "when you first moved in i told my roommate that you were so hot and i had to talk to you, but i never could get the guts to do it" 
i now officially have 5 friends, haha...life is good
we totally hit it off...i talked to him for 2 hours online, and i am suppost to cook him dinner next week when he gets back from going home on break... im so excited, and nervous...but i just feel like this is a sign, a sign that i am starting to break out of my shell again, and that i am going to be okay, through all this anxiety shit...i just know im going to be okay, and i dont know why, but he made me feel so uplifted and good about myself.... he even said "when you first moved in i told my roommate that you were so hot and i had to talk to you, but i never could get the guts to do it" i now officially have 5 friends, haha...life is good