ravensfeather

well it seems that things are slowing down again after the devistation and subharmonic thunder of the first and last bombs...i still feel a little crazy, everything is changing again...im packing up my shit and moving in with one of my friends across town, i just finished settling in here in this apartment after moving from bum-fuck virginia...my only fears are that it seems too soon to be moving in with him, we say we are just dating, but i know we are working on starting a relationship, and you cant build a new relationship of the ashes of another, i just wish for the best and pray to the goddess to send us on the right path...if we just take our time and not push, everything will be fine, he spent the night with me last night and it was very wonderful, i slept better than i have in the last week, i kept waking up in the middle of the night, looking at him, at how peaceful he looked, makes me happy just to think about it, i enjoy the time with him, just his presence.....

last night he was laying there looking at me, and he said "ya know, i can see your aura, ive never seen one before, but i cant tell what color it is." and me being very spiritual in my life took that as a huge compliment, he was attuning himself to me, i think he is opening himself up to new realitys and is very interested in crystal healing and such...i think we are going to have a good time living together

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