i have been going a little crazy lately, been super nervous about everything and nothing, and its been making me sick to my tummy and driving my insane...giving me panic attacks and such, so ive taken leave from my job and am going to go to psyc to see what they have to tell me, i think im developing a anxiety disorder....great, just what i...
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omg nala is so hot 
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radiobastet:
Agreed. 
desilou:
yeah she is super hot but they all are really.. call me tomorrow and we can do something.. next weekend is grrlfest are you going to see some bands? it should be fun. i am going to try and go but there is a beer tasting/chili cook off in urbana that i want to go to also.. i finally got a copy of nas gods son yay! i feel like maybe you should update your profile to include your man as a crush.. hmmm
this new job i have been working at is sooo easy, i cant believe it, i sit there for 5 hours, mostly reading whatever i want, and i evey once in a while i get up and get something out of a case and ring someone up, seems so easy for 8 bucks and hour 
i just cant believe it ...
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punkinhead:
every once in a while the universe hands you one. accept it as a gift
take it light,
ph
take it light,
ph
desilou:
yay for the new job i might have a new job that would be exciting.... yay for getting the internet back....
well im off to go to my job training, she told me that it would be really boring and that i should bring stuff to do, which is fine with me 
i dont mind getting paid to sit there and really do nothing... hope everything is well in SG land 
i dont mind getting paid to sit there and really do nothing... hope everything is well in SG land so i finally have a job interview on monday, they have called me 3 times to ask questions, so i think i am going to get the job, i hope so... ive been going crazy being in the house all the fuckin time, i was so bored today that i actually cleaned the whole house, vaccumed and everything tonight im suppost to go out to...
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ive been going crazy being in the house all the fuckin time, i was so bored today that i actually cleaned the whole house, vaccumed and everything tonight im suppost to go out to... Read More
yellokitty:
Good luck with the job... jobs are good. Hope i find one when i move to Champaign...
Which brings me to my question... what's there to do in Champaign?
Which brings me to my question... what's there to do in Champaign?
so everything is going good on my end, i went and applyed at a few places yesterday and i think this little stand in the mall is going to hire me!!! i hope so i need a job!!!!! so my interenet wasnt working for like the past 5 days, and i called to see what was up the first day, and this lady told me...
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i need a job!!!!! so my interenet wasnt working for like the past 5 days, and i called to see what was up the first day, and this lady told me... Read More
so its almost 5 in the morning and here i am sitting here infront of this brightly lit screen, i cant sleep!!!!! grrr!!!!! the sun is starting to come up and the fucking birds are chirping...pow, pow, pow, bird dead 
so today i basicly spent all day trying to get this fucking computer game to work, and its not like i even downloaded it, i...
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so today i basicly spent all day trying to get this fucking computer game to work, and its not like i even downloaded it, i... Read More
punkinhead:
good to see you back online. How is the new situation treating you?
hope all is well,
ph
hope all is well,
ph
desilou:
sorry i did not call you back i have been mad busy working and packing to move again.... as a matter of fact i am supposed to be getting ready to go to work right now... i hope all is well..
wow, seems as if its been a while since i have been online, in the past week and a half or so i have, moved into a new appartment with paul (this guy im seeing, which i really enjoy ) we totally changed the whole house, we painted EVERY room in the house, it looks fabulous, feels so different, so nice. i had a birthday,...
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) we totally changed the whole house, we painted EVERY room in the house, it looks fabulous, feels so different, so nice. i had a birthday,... Read More
yourstruly:
Glad youe enjoyed it bud, grats on the new pad, smoke one for me.
desilou:
painting is cool....
well it seems that things are slowing down again after the devistation and subharmonic thunder of the first and last bombs...i still feel a little crazy, everything is changing again...im packing up my shit and moving in with one of my friends across town, i just finished settling in here in this apartment after moving from bum-fuck virginia...my only fears are that it seems too...
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corvus_pdx:
Sounds like you have got a good thing going.
Had to post in the journal of someone that had reference to the corvids in their member name.
Blessed be.
Had to post in the journal of someone that had reference to the corvids in their member name.
Blessed be.
ms:
How do you like Champaign? I was thinking of moving out that way.
"today we are only whatall is nice about us,
today we turned on in the blue light of dawn
and made love
and you were not a dot. dot. dot.
waiting for me to complete you
and it was like i just forgot
to measure everything that i do
we woke up with the notion
that enough is no enough without more
and then we...
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today we turned on in the blue light of dawn
and made love
and you were not a dot. dot. dot.
waiting for me to complete you
and it was like i just forgot
to measure everything that i do
we woke up with the notion
that enough is no enough without more
and then we...
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desilou:
ani is good for any occasion
so the bomb landed, BOMB 
i feel crazy right now, everythings changing
destruction card i be aparently
i feel crazy right now, everythings changing
destruction card i be aparently
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desilou:
good lord you little hot anal warlord.... anyway....
delilah_banks:
just incase you were wondering, my little venting session was not related to your journal entry; it was something entirely different.
I often feel like your journal entry. Like right now, for instance...
I often feel like your journal entry. Like right now, for instance...
i seem to be waiting for the subharmonic thunder of the next bomb...
jj
jj
nice collar