well im sitting here in this big empty appartment thinking about all the exsperinces and such i have had in just the last 7 months here, its crazy all the things that have happened....some great, some not so good...but thats the way the cookie crumbles...ya get some ya get fucked up some 
im excited to see familiar faces and to be back in the pretty...
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Sometimes i wish the little brown boxes would fill themselves instead of depending on me for that...
I have just been packing for the past few days, almost everything is in boxes except for a few more things in the living room and clothes...im dreading the attic....too much shit up there. I i have been drawing some cute things lately i should scan a few...
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I have just been packing for the past few days, almost everything is in boxes except for a few more things in the living room and clothes...im dreading the attic....too much shit up there. I i have been drawing some cute things lately i should scan a few...
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well im feeling alright today....had the big urdge to go get something pierced, so i did...i now have both nipples done!! 
it makes me really happy! im so proud of myself, it didnt even really hurt, it hurts more afterwards then the actual piercing...i think i will definatly get more things done now
it makes me really happy! im so proud of myself, it didnt even really hurt, it hurts more afterwards then the actual piercing...i think i will definatly get more things done now VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
desilou:
you are so awesome.. i am postive things will be going better for you.. after work today i will call you and we should do something.. i will most likely be covered in fiberglass and drywall stuff so i will shower and call you ok.... your nipples look super hot by the way you sexy beast.
punkinhead:
This is SG and if you are going to get something pierced you have to post a pic. Its like the law of the ages.
Hope all is well
ph
Hope all is well
ph
well, i feel like crawing in a hole or my closet and laying there for a long time... 
my boyfriend broke up with me last night....and im really crushed because i love him so much...he stated out telling me how he cant live here with me having these anxiety problems and the such...and then telling me that he wanted to be single right now...which lead...
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my boyfriend broke up with me last night....and im really crushed because i love him so much...he stated out telling me how he cant live here with me having these anxiety problems and the such...and then telling me that he wanted to be single right now...which lead... Read More
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desilou:
hey you should update your journal people will be concerned that the closet ate you if you do not. how was poker last night? bowling kicked ass, i bowled really good and then went to a bonfire at a friends house and talked to 2 cute girls my pumpkin being one of them.. call me so we can hang out and stuff punk..
desilou:
hey you have to check out this guy.... nerdyNdirty
i went yeasterday and got bloodwork done, i was a little freaked out about it at first, but it didnt even hurt...they took a lot of blood, like 4 tubes...my arm hurt for a while, but its fine today i bought trivial pursuit dvd pop culture, and i really like it, its one that i can actually attemt to win at, its not like news...
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i bought trivial pursuit dvd pop culture, and i really like it, its one that i can actually attemt to win at, its not like news... Read More
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dragonflycq:
You are correct! I used to work at Crossroads...and I know I've definitely seen you in there!
Well, today i truley feel like a fucking little looser hermit. its my boyfriends birthday and we were all excited because we are playing cards tonight for money and i was going to play just for him, well...it turns out that 14 people were going to be here, and i was doing well, talking to people, and then it came time to go upstairs and...
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sqnk:
Glad you liked the set 
im sitting here downstairs feeling a little buzzed off of 2 double shot rum and coke's paul and everyone are upstairs playing poker....he wants me to learn to play so i can join in, but i dunno if i wanna learn 
i like spades I got Buffy: Chaos Bleeds for the Gamecube, and i really like it! hehe, you get to play as all different...
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paul and everyone are upstairs playing poker....he wants me to learn to play so i can join in, but i dunno if i wanna learn i like spades I got Buffy: Chaos Bleeds for the Gamecube, and i really like it! hehe, you get to play as all different... Read More
punkinhead:
THere is a time for all things - a time to work, a time to play, a time to be productive, a time to zpne.
ph
ph
wow, i havent been on the site in a few days, and wow! i really love the way it looks, very nice!!! ive been hiding out lately reading a lot and chilling out, i dont know if that is good, but it feels good. 
im not sure i like my member pic anymore so i think i am going to have to change it again...ive...
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punkinhead:
What are you reading?
hope you are well
take it light,
ph
hope you are well
take it light,
ph
punkinhead:
My first frickin double post!!!
!&#^*)O)*&^#@!!!
Well, had to happen at some point.
peace
ph
[Edited on Oct 10, 2003 5:16PM]
!&#^*)O)*&^#@!!!
Well, had to happen at some point.
peace
ph
[Edited on Oct 10, 2003 5:16PM]
so yeasterday i went to the doctor to get my knees and wristis checked out, i think i might be developing arthritis, one of my good friends has it, and mine is in no way as bad as hers, but i think that it isnt disimilar. i have to go back on monday to get bloodwork done, but while i was there i told my...
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today was just a pay bills day, pay this, pay that, suck me dry bills... but i also got some really nice plants for cheap, i hope my room will get enough sunlight for them, if not i guess i will have to put them in the living room once we take the ac unit out of the window. my cold seems to be going...
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but i also got some really nice plants for cheap, i hope my room will get enough sunlight for them, if not i guess i will have to put them in the living room once we take the ac unit out of the window. my cold seems to be going... Read More
punkinhead:
Hey RF,
Thanks - I was just down in the dumps for a while.
Nothing wrong with decorating. Plants bring serious life into a house. I have a few, but my plants are killing the indoor ones so all the nice ones have to live in the sun room.
Hope this finds you happy and good,
ph
Thanks - I was just down in the dumps for a while.
Nothing wrong with decorating. Plants bring serious life into a house. I have a few, but my plants are killing the indoor ones so all the nice ones have to live in the sun room.
Hope this finds you happy and good,
ph
desilou:
paying bills blows but it will now be easier that i have job that i know i will have certain amount of hours. i start monday so i will become a slave to the M-F work week. i have bowling monday night but not to much planned in between call me and we will hang out.
well i seem to be feeling a little better, just taking things one step at a time, my parents just left, they came up from virginia to see me, and gabed about everything and nothing, they seem to be so worried about me because im living 11 hours away from them (driving time)....i feel much better, cept for everything about paul, i just havent gotten...
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well, looks like the shit hit the fan, im falling apart, my boyfriend broke up with me because he "cant be in a realtionship right now, i need to be single" and i undestand his points, but it hurts, i cant stop crying, i just want to rip my heart out so i cant feel like this anymore, why did we even start this realtionship,...
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evanx:
I agree, love sucks, it always ends in pain and disappointment. I know know how you feel and I know nothing can make you feel better right now, so I won't even try.
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It's pretty hot, but I wish there were more pics of your ..what was it...oh yeah - bum-bum.