Saturday Oct 01, 2005

0
Where is everybody? (Trying and lying, defying, denying, crying and dying)

It's been quiet on here for a little while. Some people aren't updating as much as they used to.

Had a great skate today. Will put up some photos a bit later perhaps.

So bored. Not going out tonight because I've been drinking. Oops.

Peace out kids.

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
visual:
Young and indestructable.... Believe me I felt that way too when I was 24. Actually the realization comes onto you really slowly that you're not so young any more. I mean I can feel it creeping in but I still kick up my heels every now and then biggrin

And I second R_D's pic description. It seems lonely and distant, almost like you're waiting for some one to come in to the room with you.

I hope that you didn't mean me when you were talking about people not posting as much... I like to keep up to date on things around here and I love to keep in touch with you guys!! So I know what you mean when you talk about all those others who have gone on and found better things to do. Darklyte510 for example.
visual:
Thanks for the friendly ear to listen, and the soft shoulder to lean on. I mean I'm sure it's soft.... Although I guess I really don't have much proof.

And as for the problems, well They have been around for awhile. Always the devil on my back skull Drinking for me is a very social event but when I do it socially I tend to do it too quickly and I don't gauge when to quit very well. I have vowed to quit many a time but it still creeps right back in.

And it's not that I have a drinking problem where I drink all day or loose my job or any thing I just tend to get out of hand sometimes.

More Blogs