raunchy

mmm... wine... shit I felt like shit all day at work, I hate getting twisted on fungus then going to work the day later, but you gotta do what you gotta. I rose above all of that mess though. I just got home like 3 hours ago and just drank the rest of my spacebag... lucky I get paid tomorrow or else i'd go crazy w/o cigs or alcy, i still got instant coffee so atleast i would beable to calm myself a little.

Fuck, I got to get ready for some tests n shit at school tomorrow and it will suck, i got school from 9-1 then work 125-midnight and in the past 3 days i got like maybe 12 hours sleep prolly less though... i am beat as it is I shouldn't be awake, but i need to type something, got no one to chat with because I am hated by most everyone... life sucks but fuck It's all the same in the end so I might as well just take life for all it will give. so fuck all you that hate me and fuck all that don't because i don't give a deux what the fuck you think of me... but if you don't hate me you might as well because i prefer that, because I hate all humans fucking superficial, narcissic, assholes.... is that enough of a reason to hate. I don't know why I am telling you all this early on, but your soul will be mine in the end so fuck you all, because I am the son of the morning star, and I will be one of the last to be standing before your false creators wrath strikes you cold...... haha that was fun to say... But, you'll know the truth in the end ........ well I hope you hate me now for sounding like a wingnut, good night I am too wasted to type another......

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