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Tuesday Sep 17, 2002

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in SLC--
what to say?
I'm burning up my sick leave in one fell swoop.
mom's still in intensive care, respitory tubes in her mouth, a dozen or so different tubes attatched to the rest of her anatomy--so far I've read "Equal Rites" by Terry Pratchett & most of "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" to her (perhaps on the theory that listening to me drone on for hours on end would show that death ain't that bad)--the only reaction for the past few days was what might be termed "convulsions", but today there was more definite signs of her--or bits of her, or whatever--being still IN there.
I don't know. I don't fucking know.
the sister will be coming up on thursday.
tororo:
That's the way my grandmother died - showing no signs of being in there or being elsewhere. I, too, talked to her for hours. Sometimes I stayed silent, feeling silly. Was it for fear of looking ridiculous if someone happened to come in? I'm afraid it was. I've all the time in the world now for regretting not to have told her more.

Il n'y a pas d'amour, il n'y a que des preuves d'amour.
Sep 17, 2002

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