It's 6:30 AM. This will be my day:
1- Work. Bleh
2- Doctor's appointment. This one has me a little worried, probably for nothing.
3- Come home.
I honestly have no idea if that list will get any longer. I could use the distraction.
Yesterday, I took baby_squid's advice and went out to buy stuff just because I could. I'd called in sick since...
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1- Work. Bleh
2- Doctor's appointment. This one has me a little worried, probably for nothing.
3- Come home.
I honestly have no idea if that list will get any longer. I could use the distraction.
Yesterday, I took baby_squid's advice and went out to buy stuff just because I could. I'd called in sick since...
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brightredscream:
If you would like mail from me - just message me with your info babe 
brightredscream:
Oh - and you're in very good hands - don't you forget it ♥
I AM doing the right thing aren't I? AREN'T I?
EDIT:
Ok, enough doubt fo rnow. I've got a few friends who aren't doing so well right now, for various reasons. I'm going to make sure they're all ok before I start sinking into self doubt. If not for them, I'd probably be lapsing back into depresison right now.
There'll be plenty of time for...
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EDIT:
Ok, enough doubt fo rnow. I've got a few friends who aren't doing so well right now, for various reasons. I'm going to make sure they're all ok before I start sinking into self doubt. If not for them, I'd probably be lapsing back into depresison right now.
There'll be plenty of time for...
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brightredscream:
We're going to make sure that you do the right thing...one day at a time ♥
tex13:
Taking care of others always helps me get over my bad moments, and you have some awesome friends that will be a great help.
I'm having my usual Sunday night anxiety attack. It's mild, and nothing to worry about. I was telling a good friend earlier not to worry, because even my big attacks usually don't last beyond an hour. I take comfort in the fact that my week will include the following things:
1- Work only on Monday, Tuesday, and half of Wednesday. I then have off until...
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1- Work only on Monday, Tuesday, and half of Wednesday. I then have off until...
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brightredscream:
*loves*
<3
<3
skeeve:
Good point. I wasn't even thinking about what motivates people to drag out their drama other than the seemingly obvious (and by that I mean fallacious) cry for help. Some people do indeed use drama as a cry for attention. And they usually receive it. Negatively. That said, I love trying to help people, and I don't mind people bringing me their drama> However when I'm tired or not in the mood (it happens occasionally) it sucks because I'm totally not comfortable with telling them that I can't deal with their problems. As are most people I've found.
Anyway, good points dude.
Anyway, good points dude.
skeeve:
PG you dirty boy you. DId you get these done in your back alley clandestine thai surgeon's office as well? Let me guess, you were just trying to buy some alcohol and the menu confused you again?
BUY GOGGLES ALREADY!!!
BUY GOGGLES ALREADY!!!
It's TIME, bitches!
I've been waiting for over a year. I have a new hero.
I'm seeing the movie on Sunday, with my Homer shirt and boxers on (yes, I'll be wearing pants! I just don't have any Homer pants).
I also saw Transformers recently, and a friend of mine pointed out one really awesome line in the movie. I grew up with my parents...
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I've been waiting for over a year. I have a new hero.
I'm seeing the movie on Sunday, with my Homer shirt and boxers on (yes, I'll be wearing pants! I just don't have any Homer pants).
I also saw Transformers recently, and a friend of mine pointed out one really awesome line in the movie. I grew up with my parents...
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kas:
i believe you may commence creaming 
dorsal:
transformers was awesome! and thank you for your sweet words
Ok, so in the spirit of my new easy-going mentality, I've decided I want to do somethng with my upcoming 5-day-off streak Aug 2, starting at 4, I have freedom from everything until Aug 7 at 11:45, when I go back to work. I want some ideas. ANY ideas. YOUR ideas.
Hit me.
PS: more pics of me coming soon, for those who have a...
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Hit me.
PS: more pics of me coming soon, for those who have a...
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brightredscream:
Falling...apart...
Seriously....
Seriously....
brightredscream:
You're too good to ME.
Thank you.
x x x
I owe you.
Thank you.
x x x
I owe you.
Can someone tell me what in the sphincter o' hell I'm supposed to do about this?
EDIT:
So that sentence was written last night post anxiety-attack, and pre-bed. I wasn't really expecting so much outpoured interest (but thank you for it), so I'll elaborate now.
My life has, overall, taken a HUGE turn for the better lately. I finally started making decisions, and moving forward...
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EDIT:
So that sentence was written last night post anxiety-attack, and pre-bed. I wasn't really expecting so much outpoured interest (but thank you for it), so I'll elaborate now.
My life has, overall, taken a HUGE turn for the better lately. I finally started making decisions, and moving forward...
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brightredscream:
*hugs*
x x x
x x x
khoos:
*hugs*
Sometimes I know what you're referring to.
Sometimes I think I know what you're referring to.
And Sometimes I'm lost...
Sometimes I know what you're referring to.
Sometimes I think I know what you're referring to.
And Sometimes I'm lost...
Thank you to all my friends who have given me awesome support this week. My mind has held together thanks to you guys.
What little of a mind I have left of, anyway!
It's day 3 of dipping into my newly acquired alcohol stash. I'm loving this. Go ahead skeeve, call me a drunkard. Asshole
What little of a mind I have left of, anyway!
It's day 3 of dipping into my newly acquired alcohol stash. I'm loving this. Go ahead skeeve, call me a drunkard. Asshole
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skeeve:
You're a drunkard! 
Don't worry I'd be doing the same thing if I had the means.
Don't worry I'd be doing the same thing if I had the means.
kas:
funny how sg makes it so much easier to put off trying to sleep, especially chat! 
thanks doll
thanks doll
I can't get this out of my head
In other news, there's doctors to be seen this week. Here's hoping they don't amputate my brain, or something. Nah, I kid. It's nothing that serious. Just some routine stuff. Still, I tired of doctors.
I don't know what else to say. I wanted to blog and talk about the song, but I wasn't planning far enough...
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In other news, there's doctors to be seen this week. Here's hoping they don't amputate my brain, or something. Nah, I kid. It's nothing that serious. Just some routine stuff. Still, I tired of doctors.
I don't know what else to say. I wanted to blog and talk about the song, but I wasn't planning far enough...
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brightredscream:
I'm good to people who are part of my little (well not so little) SG Posse
x x x
x x x
atruse:
dude your fuckin robin... deal with it.
This weekend has been one of laughs and tears. But I think all in all, I'm moving forward.
Too tired to post more now, but I'm glad I did the things I've done lately, and I can oly say that the situations I cannot control will resolve themselves in due time. Thanks to my awesome friends, I'll be ready for it.
Too tired to post more now, but I'm glad I did the things I've done lately, and I can oly say that the situations I cannot control will resolve themselves in due time. Thanks to my awesome friends, I'll be ready for it.