Tonight is a weird night. I have this strange, completely irrational feeling that a) people who say they care about me are lying to my face or b) that people I care about are moving onto bigger and better things, and that I will be left behind. This is odd for me. Being alone never scared me. I have, however, gone out of my way... Read More
I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are... Read More
Not entirely, I'll be here once in a while checking on comments, testemonials, messages, that sort of thing. But I won't be here much. There is a very real possibility that I may have to quit school because I don't have the time to invest in it. The workload is twice what it should be, with half... Read More
This is going to be semi-organized at best, so bear with me!
I just got THE sweetest compliment in my inbox. It's a paragraph long, and made me smile when I read it. I won't post it, but suffice to say it's nice to hear something positive on a day like today. It wasn't overly bad, but it was SUPER stressful. Today is teh day... Read More
So I spent the weekend out of town, TOTALLY out of my element. I watched reality TV and took care of a 2 month old baby for an entire weekend. And I LOVED it! He's adorable, I'll have a few pics soon that his mother took. Unfortunately, I can't seem to be able tot ake a good picture to save my life lately. I'm tempted... Read More
Hey, I spent the whole weekend out of town totally out of my element too and my drive home was not so pleasant either. I didn't have anything as drastic as an insulin crash happen, but I did have a bit of an anxiety attack-I feel your pain! How's your cute cute kitty?
Alright ladies and menfolk. Time for this bird to fly. I'm out for Labour Day weekend. Whether or not I get to come on here while I'm out of town is anybody's guess. I got my cell phone for you important ones who have my number (and want to cause me roaming fees. Just kidding, call away!).
Hump day. For the next 4 months, I will not work on Wednesdays. I do, however, have 8 hours of classes. Though most of that is hands on work, and missing a class now and then won't kill me. Anyways, that's not the point... the point is that since it's Wednesday, that means I've gone 10 days without an anxiety attack. They were almost daily... Read More
I'm working on a blog post that will easily be way longer than anything I've ever written, but it won't be done tonight. Thoughts just keep zooming through my head much faster than I can process them, and I don't want to miss anything.
But for now, just to show you I'm in a positive mood, here's something that someone very dear to me sent... Read More
I second what brs said. Hope things are getting better. I have a hard time taking compliments as well, but these days I'm choosing to see myself the way that others do. It's not the easiest, but I'm hoping it will get easier. Hang in there.
It's Monday, I'm exhausted, and I shold be in school today. Stupid work, slow with the schedule. Argh.
Anyhoo, interesting weekend. Friday was uneventful and mostly involved music and cleaning my apartment (I truly love Slacker.com). Saturday I had a few friends over and proceeded with the following, in this order:
- beer
- nachos
- beer
- good company, music
- beer
-... Read More
and i like you
DW