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Tonight is a weird night. I have this strange, completely irrational feeling that a) people who say they care about me are lying to my face or b) that people I care about are moving onto bigger and better things, and that I will be left behind. This is odd for me. Being alone never scared me. I have, however, gone out of my way to be alone on more than one occasion. That has hurt people, and the thought that my past antics could be pushing people away permanently DOES scare me.

Lots of these overwhelming negative feelings are probably to be due to my stress levels and recent lack of sleep. But the paranoia (if that's what it is?) is still very real. And it sucks.

So instead of my usual question, I'm going to be totally selfish and ask a favour:
Tell me something you like about me, or about our relationship.friendship.senseless banter. Or just make me smile.