I feel so... calm
Not the "Oh, I'm so relaxed calm". Not the "calm before the storm" type calm. Just... calm.
Maybe it's the lack of sleep. I just spent the whole day like I was hovering, not walking. I'd like to say I feel zen, but I know there's a lot more below the surface. I'm above the tempest. I'm not even sure what I'm doing here. I know it all sounds negative, but it's really not. I'm just very neutral and objective. That can't be a bad thing, can it? I mean... I'm not overanalyzing, I'm not down on myself, I'm not anxious (though I have yet to try my inhaler again, kinda worried about that one).
I'm just... me. With the volume turnd all the way down.
Not the "Oh, I'm so relaxed calm". Not the "calm before the storm" type calm. Just... calm.
Maybe it's the lack of sleep. I just spent the whole day like I was hovering, not walking. I'd like to say I feel zen, but I know there's a lot more below the surface. I'm above the tempest. I'm not even sure what I'm doing here. I know it all sounds negative, but it's really not. I'm just very neutral and objective. That can't be a bad thing, can it? I mean... I'm not overanalyzing, I'm not down on myself, I'm not anxious (though I have yet to try my inhaler again, kinda worried about that one).
I'm just... me. With the volume turnd all the way down.
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