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Tuesday Feb 19, 2008

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Wow. I think I was just fired over the phone. Can they do that? I wasn't given a reason. Just a lot of stammering, along with, "I don't want you to come in any more." Was I that bad of a waitress?

Gosh, I suck at a lot of things. Now I'm jobless with another bad referral, I guess. I was hoping serving would bring me new skills and opportunities, but instead, another dead end. I've been coming across a lot of those lately. But I always tried my best. I just suck. At everything.

I don't even understand why I'm here. Am I one of those people designed to make everybody else feel better in comparison? I like myself. I wish someone else would too.

I have no idea what I'm supposed to do now. I just want to give up. I've been terrible at every job I've had. I've tried really hard at all of them, too. All you're supposed to do is your best. But mine isn't, hasn't, and won't be good enough. This brain is made for pictures. And apparently, not much else.
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tilpacer:
If it is any consolation, I like you. Of course I don't know you that well, but I still think you have a great talent. You might not know what it is, but you will learn eventually.

You have to view jobs like you would view relationships. You will not be good at everyone, but if you keep looking you will find that job that is right for you. smile Phone up your employer that just fired you and ask why they let you go, because they have to tell you at least that much. Use that as a stepping stone towards learning and growing. smile

I hope you have a great day! biggrin
Feb 19, 2008
smokebombhill:
Just through reading your blog entries, it's pretty obvious that you're too intelligent to "suck at everything." You're still pretty young and have plenty of time to discover your niche. I honestly don't think it will be a problem for you. Just follow your interests and things will fall into place for you.
smile
Feb 19, 2008

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