rasputin1916

Ohhhh the life of me.... where to start??? I have been talking to this girl that I have known for a while, we use to lifeguard together back in the day... and I had a little crush on her.... It is kind of wierd how all of this has come about really and I may be in a situation that isnt the greatest... but I still believe that everything happens for a reason.. I wont disclose the information that puts me in this situation because I promised I wouldnt... I guess Im just happy that I have gotten another chance to talk to this girl... and I have grown fond<--- for lack of a better word, of our convorsations and have also realized how down to earth and completely nothing like everyone else tries to say she is.... of course with all of this being said I dont know if it will work out or even be something that she is considering right now.... we spent the past weekend with each other and I didnt want to bring it up because of the "situation"... I really dont know what to think, it just kind of sucks.

It always seems to work out this way for me though, what I want I cant have... at least at the moment and when things may be able to work down the road it seems to be too late...

Anyway other than all that, I had a great weekend and suppose that I will take things the way the are and just ride it out and see what happens... still keeping my fingers crossed