rasputin1916

Soooo I'm venting today.... I have just been sitting here trying to remember a time that I got something right, that I didnt fuck up or fail at and I honestly cannot think of a time. How pathetic is that???? This was brought on by something else I just so happened to fuck up today. I had been talking to this girl for about 2 weeks and we have been on a few dates or whatever you want to call them, they were with other couples or just friends. I was not sure exactly what the situation between us was. I knew she dug me and I dug her, and we were talking today and she asked what exactly I was looking for in a woman.... so I told her and then I asked her what she was looking for in a guy.... we both had things to do so we got off the phone but after about an hour or so I texted her... and we both txt a lot too so this was not a wierd thing to do... but I asked her if she thought maybe we could give it a shot and see what might happen between us.... Was that so wrong to ask or does that sound creepy or something Im at a loss here because that was about 8 hours ago and still no response... II feel like a totall ass and have no idea why, its not like I asked her to marry me or something crazy I just meant maybe say that we were actually dating or something so I knew what the hell was goin on.... maybe Im just fuckin retarded and lost my touch with girls or something I dont know... I just never seem to get things right... and I hate being apathetic