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Tuesday Oct 16, 2012

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There are many things I would love to be doing right now other than working. The time is 3:12 pm and I am at my very boring office-type job.
THIS IS THE WORSE TIME OF THE DAY

The music selection my iPod has to offer isnt helping me stay focused. I make a mental note, and I suppose a typed note, to remember to update my music library, but I probably wont. I need more interesting podcast to listen to. The ones I subscribe to now dont update as often as I would like them too. I need a new one each day! Ira Glass should be aware of this by now.

I still have three more hoursthree.more..long.painful hours in which very little will get done. I have been switching between checking my phone every 5 minutes for social media updates and reading articles on Canadian serial killers. According to twitter; Amazon is hiring , I have very few close friends but that is mostly my doing, notice I didnt type my fault

I am no good to anyone when the weather is dim like this. Dim meaning cloudy and gray ( not Grey). My attention span is small and I skip around my mental list. Adding and subtracting as I go.

It is now 4:22, still an hour and a half to go. I am listening to Call Your Girlfriend by Robyn now. It took me so long to decide on a song that I figured I should just let this one song play over and over again, but it isnt on repeat. Being on repeat suggest that I pressed a button on made some sort of selection to ensure that this one dance pop hit would play until I choose to take it of repeat. Call your girlfriend is the only Robyn song I have my iPod.
I am feeling really anxious right now. I am getting that tingly , numb feelings behind my knees and elbows. It also feels like I have to poop, but I dont. If I had some pot, this would be the part where I would go out to my car to smoke some, but the very little I have left is at my apartment. It will have to wait and I will continue feeling anxious.
drowyn:
Man I hate days like that, but there are SOOOOO many of them. I have even started learning Cornish during slow days at work. ANYTHING to help time pass! But actually I do want to learn Cornish, but even that can get old. I call them the 3 o'clock duldrums. No wind in the sail and no movement of the clock.

Then again, at 4:45pm all hell breaks loose and people come out of the woodwork needing stuff! Never fails...
Oct 16, 2012

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