Hi there SG land! Been a while right? Haven’t been active here lately but I brought some life updates and news ✌️
The year has barely started, and it already feels like a whirlwind. My 2025 kicked off with a familiar (and not-so-welcome) theme - dental drama. If you’ve been keeping up with my blogs, you know that dental issues have been haunting me lately, and this year decided to continue the trend. It’s not exactly how I planned to start fresh, but here we are. Between appointments, treatments, and the ever-growing bills, it’s been exhausting - but hey, at least I’m getting closer to a healthier smile, right? 😁
Beyond the dentist’s chair, I’ve been squeezing in some travel adventures - but I’ll save those juicy details for another blog (or, if you’re curious and want to see everything unfiltered, you can always check out my BLOG, where I post all the behind-the-scenes and travel diaries in full)
I’ve been on a mission to reconnect with nature, slow down, and focus on things that nourish both my body and soul. That also means eating better, trying to be more mindful (hopefully less depressed), and yes - I finally started learning a new language! It’s something I’ve been wanting to do for ages, and I’m proud that I’m sticking with it (for now, at least - consistency isn’t exactly my strongest trait).
Any guesses? 🤓
I’ve realized that while I love exploring new things and setting goals, I’m also someone who gets bored easily. Staying motivated is a constant battle, but I’m trying to be patient with myself. I want to be stronger - physically and mentally - but I also understand that true change takes time. I’m not rushing anymore. Instead, I’m focusing on what feels right, and part of that meant making a big decision recently: I’m quitting OnlyFans.
Why I’m Walking Away from OnlyFans
If you’ve followed me for a while, you know that OnlyFans has been a significant part of my life. It gave me freedom, independence, and a platform to express myself. For a time, it was exciting - it allowed me to connect with amazing people and share my creativity in a way that felt empowering. But over time, something shifted.
I realized that the platform no longer brings me joy. The energy has changed, and honestly, the environment has become more exhausting than rewarding. I’ve noticed a shift in how people treat models - there’s a growing sense of entitlement, as if our time, effort, and creativity aren’t valued the same way anymore. And because I run everything by myself (with no team or assistants), it became overwhelming to manage. I’ve always tried to keep my work authentic - what you see is 100% me, no faking, no gimmicks. But that level of effort is hard to maintain when the platform itself no longer aligns with how I want to express myself.
For a while, I thought maybe I just needed a break - but the truth is, I’m ready to move on. I’m not quitting SW entirely - you’ll still find me on other platforms where I can engage in ways that feel more genuine and fulfilling. But for OnlyFans, it’s time to say goodbye. I want to focus on projects that inspire me and make space for new opportunities that reflect who I am becoming.
What’s Next?
I don’t have everything figured out (and honestly, who does?), but I’m feeling hopeful. I want to prioritize my well-being, creativity, and adventures - without being tied to something that no longer serves me. I’m excited to pour my energy into things that light me up again, whether that’s through travel, writing, or exploring new forms of self-expression.
So, here’s to new beginnings - letting go of what no longer fits and embracing the unknown with open arms. And if you’ve been here supporting me, whether it’s through my blogs, other platforms, or just cheering me on - I see you, and I appreciate you ♥️
Stay tuned - because this is only the beginning! 😼
Love,
Sasha Rare
@penny @kyrie @vaega @kiley
