Hi guys, it’s gonna be a sad blog and I must mention TW: mental trauma, robbery, violence.
Thank you for reading I just can’t help sharing that here because you’re my family. That’s why I was absent almost the whole time. I wanted to share this earlier but just couldn’t. I felt horrible this past week.
On Friday 23th I was crossing the road near shopping mall in Bogotá (Colombia) where I was before many times, that area is considered very secure and there are always a lot of people. That day nothing foretold any trouble. I got myself groceries and went outside talking on the phone. But suddenly a guy on the motorcycle drove onto the sidewalk and snatched my phone right from my HAND! I was fucking shocked and ngl want to cry again now while writing this because I still remember how terrible it was. I ran immediately to report about it to the police but it’s almost impossible to do anything about it now. It disappeared from my ‘Locator’ and was active last time on Saturday 24th. Since then I don’t feel that I’m living actually. It all feels like one endless nightmare.
All because I didn’t have any backup copy, nothing. I was about to clean my storage that Friday in the evening and I’ve been thinking about backup for years but my card couldn’t make a payment.
There was all my work, all the travels and all my life since I got in February 2021. I don’t know how to live. There was everything. He stole my life, work and identity. I also can’t log in into my bank account that I used on a daily basis because the mobile number doesn’t work outside of that country and I’m basically on the other side of the world now. Other several apps aren’t working without number verification. I’m using my old phone now which works poorly and I need to charge it every 2 hours because there’s a problem with the battery and it’s very old, I can’t even update it.
I hate asking about any help as you may know, I always think that I can do everything by myself but now I just can’t. I feel emotionally and physically drained, I barely want to wake up in the morning. My panic attacks are back and I’m having them every time I go outside where I don’t feel safe anymore.
I was going to all the authorities here so they could help me to at least identify this fucker or his moto but everything is very slow because I’m a foreigner without local documents and people hardly want to do anything about it, plus my Spanish isn’t that great despite the fact that I communicate very well. So I almost lost any hope.
Also new iPhones cost like fvcking gold pieces in Latin América, I don’t understand why. I urgently need it for work because I did everything with my phone. Filming, editing, studying, everything.
Really guys I hate myself and I beg to forgive me but if you’re gonna help me this will save my life really. I’ll be sure to send to everyone who tip a gift.
I’m drained and I really want to give up. This year is the worst year in my life.
Thank you for all the support guys, I really need it right now, I love you 😔❤️
