Hi SG family!
First of all Merry Christmas and happy new year! ❤️
If I haven’t replied to you here or elsewhere if you texted me (if not it’s okay, I appreciate all kinds of attention really) I’m very sorry, life is hectic and I try to reply fast on my OF and fansly first. Don’t have much time to check other socials but I really try. In 2023 I really want to live in real world and concentrate on myself and mental and physical health which was really bad during this holiday season. I didn’t feel like myself again and had a lot of unnecessary thoughts in general (Just like last year when I was surviving in Mexico, what a coincidence :) )
It’s just something that feel on a regular basis nowadays - if my way is right for me or if I’m really doing what I want to now. Plus I was traveling hella a lot in December and January. Having around 10 apartment change and several flights in past 2 weeks + being sick is a crazy combination. My whole system almost collapsed at some point but I feel slightly better now. But I really don’t know how to do all the shit that waits to be done. In 2023 i decided to take one day at a time, hopefully I can make it.
Here’s a lil waterfall pic in National park in Thailand just because ✌🏻
Anyways, when I’m not on the net my mental heath is very good and I really enjoy everything. Sometimes I’m happy that I don’t have 5-9 job but sometimes I just need to disconnect myself from everything. Because really guys I feel very overwhelmed with the amount of information that we have in 21st century really. And I’m not even using TikTok anymore. Do you also feel that? I don’t think that I’m only one.
Onto some casual stuff, I was really into motorbikes recently and I feel so damn confident on the road. So maybe if I settle down somewhere I will buy myself one and gonna have roadtrips all the time. However driving more than an hour Is quite tiring and my wrists and ass hurt.
If you’re still wondering yes I’m still traveling and it’s been 8 month already. I’m no longer stressed out about traveling full time just sometimes don’t want to do anything and want just rest after long roads and not very long flights which are still tiring at some point.
Not all the time bad things are happen to me, there are always good and bad things and that’s life that can’t be perfect and I want to get rid of this perfectionism which my parents have put in me when I was a child. Still working on my childhood traumas and it will be better and better I believe.
So there’s always a place for light, remember what Dumbledore said: “Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, when one only remembers to turn on the light.”
I have big plans for 2023 and it will be an awesome year. Thank you guys for reading this chaotic blog. I love you and thank you for staying with me 🌝 I read all your comments here lol! Maybe not every time I hit a like these days but y’all betta believe me 😈
Here are all my links - just in case you want to support my travels financially or buy me a cup of fresh juice that will improve my health in long term 💋
Lots of love,
Sasha Rare
