I finally have internet service and a computer to use with it. Overjoyed. I have a lot to say and I don't really know where to start. I guess I'll start with my family. About a month ago we moved. Not really far but we had to endure the hassle of moving, packing and all that crap.
In this moving process my family kind of split up. My brother and I are both 18 so are parents are basically moving on. My mom is moving down to philly and at the moment, I'm living with my dad in mass. My brother is all over the place. He can't decide whether he wants to stay in ma or go to philly with my mom. Tough decision and a sore subject as my parents loathe one another. The positive to moving to philly is knowing you're two blocks from pat's, and getting an urban experience. The downside is I'm not going to see my brother for months at a time. Were twins so we don't really know what it's like to not be up each others asses. No internet and no computer until now because of the moving process.
Once my dad and I finished moving, we started renovating one of his houses. I don' even know what to say about that. It was ridiculously tiring. Right now I feel like I'm 49 years old. My knees feel shattered, my back broken, muscles sore, tendons inflammed, and I'm excessively sleep deprived. My dad wakes me up every morning around 6 or 7 and i don't usually go to bed until 2 or 3 in the morning. The only benefit from this experience is that I'm basically an unlicensed plumber and electrician. Oh yeah, when I wasn't renovating, I was working at the restaurant. Didn't get paid for renovations either.
Right now I'm typing on my new macbook pro. It rocks except for the fact that my bank account now has 20 bucks in it. I'm broke. My brother is in philly. My dad is being an asshole. I'm going to get really depressed really soon. My pops is all over the place. One moment he'll be screaming at me for shit I screwed up or shit that happened between him and my mom twenty years ago, and the next he'll be crying. He's more of a mess then I am. All he does anymore is drink coffee and smoke. The only excuse I can give him is that he had a rough life and it's finally catching up to him.
Minnechaug (the high school I went to) fucked me over last year because they never mailed my transcripts to the colleges I applied to so they all waitlisted me. So now I'm not starting at umass until january. In the mean time I'm going to be going to holyoke community college to get credits. Today I took the placement exam and got a perfect score on it. The girl taking the exam next to me was pregnant. I'm also quite sure she was younger than me as well. At least some school might help me loosen up a bit. Although I need a car to get to school every day and I'm broke.
My band is playing a show on friday night. Pretty psyched because it's our first show. We don't nearly have enough practice under neath and we only have like 1.5 songs. I think we're just going to record all day tomorrow. Maybe I'll put them up and post a link to them tomorrow if anyone's interested.
We also adopted a cat. His name is aspen and he likes to give me backrubs in the morning. He's a pretty gnarly dude. 3:32 am.
In this moving process my family kind of split up. My brother and I are both 18 so are parents are basically moving on. My mom is moving down to philly and at the moment, I'm living with my dad in mass. My brother is all over the place. He can't decide whether he wants to stay in ma or go to philly with my mom. Tough decision and a sore subject as my parents loathe one another. The positive to moving to philly is knowing you're two blocks from pat's, and getting an urban experience. The downside is I'm not going to see my brother for months at a time. Were twins so we don't really know what it's like to not be up each others asses. No internet and no computer until now because of the moving process.
Once my dad and I finished moving, we started renovating one of his houses. I don' even know what to say about that. It was ridiculously tiring. Right now I feel like I'm 49 years old. My knees feel shattered, my back broken, muscles sore, tendons inflammed, and I'm excessively sleep deprived. My dad wakes me up every morning around 6 or 7 and i don't usually go to bed until 2 or 3 in the morning. The only benefit from this experience is that I'm basically an unlicensed plumber and electrician. Oh yeah, when I wasn't renovating, I was working at the restaurant. Didn't get paid for renovations either.
Right now I'm typing on my new macbook pro. It rocks except for the fact that my bank account now has 20 bucks in it. I'm broke. My brother is in philly. My dad is being an asshole. I'm going to get really depressed really soon. My pops is all over the place. One moment he'll be screaming at me for shit I screwed up or shit that happened between him and my mom twenty years ago, and the next he'll be crying. He's more of a mess then I am. All he does anymore is drink coffee and smoke. The only excuse I can give him is that he had a rough life and it's finally catching up to him.
Minnechaug (the high school I went to) fucked me over last year because they never mailed my transcripts to the colleges I applied to so they all waitlisted me. So now I'm not starting at umass until january. In the mean time I'm going to be going to holyoke community college to get credits. Today I took the placement exam and got a perfect score on it. The girl taking the exam next to me was pregnant. I'm also quite sure she was younger than me as well. At least some school might help me loosen up a bit. Although I need a car to get to school every day and I'm broke.
My band is playing a show on friday night. Pretty psyched because it's our first show. We don't nearly have enough practice under neath and we only have like 1.5 songs. I think we're just going to record all day tomorrow. Maybe I'll put them up and post a link to them tomorrow if anyone's interested.
We also adopted a cat. His name is aspen and he likes to give me backrubs in the morning. He's a pretty gnarly dude. 3:32 am.
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tallahassee:
lol i'm already immuno-compromised to begin with tho, which is why they think a simple infection was able to spread to my blood so easily. it usually takes a much stronger infection to do that, but since i'm stubborn and like to pretend my body's stronger than it is, i didn't stop the moderate infection, thus allowing it to become the nasty blood infection it is today. i really hate my life sometimes.
sovereign:
i know it will but right now it seems close to impossible