raoulduke71

So my friend Patrick told me last night that I'm a hardcore kid. Which I suppose makes sense seeing as how I play in a hardcore band, but it seems like a really offensive thing to call somebody doesn't it?

So I'm poor which blows in case you were wondering so i've been working a lot of overtime which is good i suppose it gives me something to do and it's at a job that i don't have to work too hard at.

Ok someone needs to go work for me and give me the money so that I can go excercise again and have money. It takes a hell of a lot of excercise to get me hot lookin and I haven't been that in a while. C'mon people I look like an auschwitz survivor plus christmas is comin' up!

I understand...

i hate mornings no one to talk to i hate school i should be there now but they withdrew me oh well i hate school...

i got a pirate tattoo last night that's right i rule

You know what i realized not two moments ago? That putting if you're a straight guy putting a dating profile on a pornographic website that not only are you a loser but you are just plain dumb.

it's been a week. i feel crippled like part of me is useless like i can barely think let alone speak. i went to cvs today to get some chocolate milk and could barely speak at the counter. i hate this more than anything i've ever dealt with before and i'm not sure how long i can take it.

today i buried my best friend. i miss you jesse you'll be in my heart and thoughts and prayers always

Monday October 25th was a day I'll never forget that's the day I found out that Suicide Girls member Cruetzfeldjakob died. His real name is Jesse, he is my best friend and he lives on in all the hearts of the people whose lives he touched. Thanks a million bud i wish you were with me right now