so excited!!
linoleum is coming down this afternoon.
i cant wait!
sleep overs are fun, it will be good to get our minds off other things going on in life, and watch lame-o chick flicks and dye hair and eat fish and chippies.
mmmmmmmm fish and chips.
anyway have a good day!
p.s. if i go grey its cos my stupid credit card is maxxed...
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linoleum is coming down this afternoon.
i cant wait!
sleep overs are fun, it will be good to get our minds off other things going on in life, and watch lame-o chick flicks and dye hair and eat fish and chippies.
mmmmmmmm fish and chips.
anyway have a good day!
p.s. if i go grey its cos my stupid credit card is maxxed...
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biancarose:
I want to have a sleep over!! You know I have never ever ever been to one!! B xoxoxo 
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slithers:
oh fez what have they done to you hahaha
linoleum:
cant wait for tomorrow and saturday will be awesome
i just wanna hide under my doona and never come out.
im so pissed off at myself
im so pissed off at myself
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madagascar:
what the?? see you tonight
lelaina:
whats going on missy???? 
my plan was to do another survey cos like my plan was to only update with surveys but the stupid thingy dissapeared when i updated
fucking peice of shit
anyway work has been pretty funny.
the stupid bitch cow whore retarded fuck face who rang up complaining last week called again. fuck i hate some customers SOOO bad. i wish they would go die in...
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fucking peice of shit
anyway work has been pretty funny.
the stupid bitch cow whore retarded fuck face who rang up complaining last week called again. fuck i hate some customers SOOO bad. i wish they would go die in...
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slithers:
Oh guess what great news!!!!!! thelma had to close her business at my work hahaha no one would work for her hahaha bitch!
1-5 Favorite Female Artists:
1. MADONNA
2. gwen stefani
3. kylie
4. shirley manson
5. Kelly clarkson
1-5 Favorite Male Artists:
1. freddie murcury
2. billy corgan
3. marilyn manson
4. daryl palumbo
5. maynard
What is your favorite song? umm pretty much every song i could say was my favourite but the one i can think of right now is probably beating heart baby...
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1. MADONNA
2. gwen stefani
3. kylie
4. shirley manson
5. Kelly clarkson
1-5 Favorite Male Artists:
1. freddie murcury
2. billy corgan
3. marilyn manson
4. daryl palumbo
5. maynard
What is your favorite song? umm pretty much every song i could say was my favourite but the one i can think of right now is probably beating heart baby...
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slithers:
Yes head automatica " beating heart baby" i believe you got me addicted to that song! 
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livingdeadkirst:
i can't wait to be there either...YAY. ok better get back to the applications! 
1. Honestly, are you in love right now?
no
2. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
pink
3. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
how full i am from big cheifs and how good their burgers are
4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
watching underworld and checkin sg stuff
5. Honestly, what did you do today?
woke up from a weird dream,...
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no
2. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
pink
3. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
how full i am from big cheifs and how good their burgers are
4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
watching underworld and checkin sg stuff
5. Honestly, what did you do today?
woke up from a weird dream,...
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livingdeadkirst:
your last entry. i know exactly how you feel. you totally wrote the words that i've been trying to find for ages. *hugs* am applying for jobs in bris so hopefully will be there soon...YAY
and you and your quizes...lol. and i like you so you can have that as yes...hehe.
and you and your quizes...lol. and i like you so you can have that as yes...hehe.
yep another depressing journal thingy from me. sorry but its the only place i can vent and say what i feel like.
so i think i figured out why i am so down.
since i can remember i have always tried to run away from anything difficult or things i was scared of. real life sucked, i was always made fun of and any friend...
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so i think i figured out why i am so down.
since i can remember i have always tried to run away from anything difficult or things i was scared of. real life sucked, i was always made fun of and any friend...
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biancarose:
I totally know how you feel ... it's only in the last year that I have found some amazing amazing friends... I went through the same feeling and experiences you did with friends... a lot of people only wanted to be my friend 'cause of how I could help them or what I could give them... not for who I am and I like you, am crap at being fake... i wouldn't want to be anyway... I am who I am nothing more or nothing less... I think everyone in life is always wondering what it is they want to do, even those who appear to be doing what they want to do... and you shouldn't be scared that when you find something it may not be what you want 'cause until you try to do that something you'll never know ... even though it may not seem like it at the time, life only throws at you what you can handle... hey and what's wrong with dreaming of being rich, famous and having a kick arse boyfriend? It's not silly... hey I still dream of those things daily... ha ha... but now instead of waiting for that boyfriend I'm doing it for myself... I realised how the hell is someone else suppose to love me when I don't even love myself?
Here's something I found and I thought of you:
The truth is, it's not going to take that much to make your life better. Just a little effort. You don't need to climb Mount Everest; you just need to take one little step.
Be a little bit braver.
The things you are struggling with will succeed if you are just a little braver. The job you are working on will succeed if you find the courage to work just a little harder. The task you dread, the grades you wish to accomplish, the difficult time you need to get through can all be handled if you act a little braver.
You don't have to solve all of your problems.
You just have to be begin.
Be a little braver,
I think most people are always looking for something to make their lives better... thing is it's already within us... you don't need things outside of yourself to be complete... i think it's all about perspective... the way you view what's going on... and you so have to not question if you're good enough or not... I won't fucking hear it sweetie... of course you are!!!! Even if you don't believe it I sure as hell fucking do!!! You can always call me... can you email me your number again... I'll even call you!!!
Are you going to Her Nightmare & Comeback Kid?
LOVE YOU!!!!
B
xoxoxoxoxo
Here's something I found and I thought of you:
The truth is, it's not going to take that much to make your life better. Just a little effort. You don't need to climb Mount Everest; you just need to take one little step.
Be a little bit braver.
The things you are struggling with will succeed if you are just a little braver. The job you are working on will succeed if you find the courage to work just a little harder. The task you dread, the grades you wish to accomplish, the difficult time you need to get through can all be handled if you act a little braver.
You don't have to solve all of your problems.
You just have to be begin.
Be a little braver,
I think most people are always looking for something to make their lives better... thing is it's already within us... you don't need things outside of yourself to be complete... i think it's all about perspective... the way you view what's going on... and you so have to not question if you're good enough or not... I won't fucking hear it sweetie... of course you are!!!! Even if you don't believe it I sure as hell fucking do!!! You can always call me... can you email me your number again... I'll even call you!!!
Are you going to Her Nightmare & Comeback Kid?
LOVE YOU!!!!
B
xoxoxoxoxo
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Been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds keep walking around with me, with me
Waste time and I'd rather be high
Think I?ll walk me outside and buy a rainbow smile but be free,
be all free
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home
I look around at a beautifiul life
I...
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Been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds keep walking around with me, with me
Waste time and I'd rather be high
Think I?ll walk me outside and buy a rainbow smile but be free,
be all free
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home
I look around at a beautifiul life
I...
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madagascar:
looks liek you had a bundle more fun than me
linoleum:
my eye balls look extra large in those pictures 
The worst day of my life, what do you think?
gosh
i think i nearly lost my mind today.
so to regain my normal mental state i will do something i enjoy:
5 WEIRD HABITS:
1. I make fart noises CONSTANTLY with my mouth
2. i like to itch my throat by making this weird croaking noise
3. i pick at my feet
4. i...
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gosh
i think i nearly lost my mind today.
so to regain my normal mental state i will do something i enjoy:
5 WEIRD HABITS:
1. I make fart noises CONSTANTLY with my mouth
2. i like to itch my throat by making this weird croaking noise
3. i pick at my feet
4. i...
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so tomorrow night looks to be awesome YAY!!
the wonderful linoleum, BiancaRose and Lelaina are coming down to the coast to check out a secret death with me! WOO
if you can make it dooooo it. they are soo soo good.
anyway i just won $80 at bingo which after debts and pokies was really like $20. yay i have $20 for food this...
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the wonderful linoleum, BiancaRose and Lelaina are coming down to the coast to check out a secret death with me! WOO
if you can make it dooooo it. they are soo soo good.
anyway i just won $80 at bingo which after debts and pokies was really like $20. yay i have $20 for food this...
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traceelement:
oh yeah the human race is circling the drain we are outta gas..., 
linoleum:
thats right - i totally forgot about 'your plan' dammit - maybe start saturday hehehehehe
xx
cant wait to see you yay yay yay
xx
cant wait to see you yay yay yay