It’s ❤️ a hopeful week on suicide girls this week and I thought about writing some huge positives since becoming a hopeful for suicide girls in 2018 💘
Over the years I have watch my confidence in both myself and my sexuality grow. When I first started modeling I was so absolutely shy in photos and it didn’t match my personality AT ALL. As the years go by I see not only my confidence about reaching out to people grow, but also my confidence to be myself all the time. Being sexy is something that can’t be taught to you something you learn and gosh do I feel blessed 🥲 nothing comes without practice and hardwork and it took a lot of years to see myself blossom in my own eyes. I think one of the best parts about being a hopeful is you in a position to constantly improve. There is so much to learn, so many people and friendships, and I really think there is a value in sitting back and enjoying it all. Taking in a new experience, I started with SG when I was A relatively young and it was a really important Community for me To have guidance in. I could write pages on the friendships and amazing times that I’ve had with so many SG girls ❤️ I’ve traveled all over this beautiful country and I’ve made some of the most lovely connections. When I’ve ever had questions or I’ve ever needed someone to talk to I’ve made such great friends in this community to lean on. The friendship and this community is the most important part to me as a hopeful, within SG you rub elbows with so many unique people, you start to develop such an appreciation for authenticity and creativity in so many forms !
Apart of being a hopeful is learning about yourself, your style, and what makes you tick. I went under a super big period of reconstruction; I changed my name, I started to trying new things, I got creative with new passions, and I found that when I took care of myself my relationships around me started to flourish. That was the biggest most important lesson that I’ve learned being apart of SG is taking care of me. I started modeling when I was in a very dark place in my life and it was something that was a way out of situations I felt stuck in and it gave me the motivation to change my life to what I wanted it to be. Every time I have almost given up on myself someone from this community has reached out and touched base with me. That alone is the most helpful and inspiring part of my experience, because without those friendships cheering me on and pushing me to be a better version of myself I wouldn’t be where I’m at today 💘
FAVORITE SET:
💘 my favorite set is Velvet Rush shot by the AMAZING @marysa 💘💘💘 this my favorite set because this was @penny shootfest in Chicago and it really lighted my fire for modeling and being involved in the SG community. I love looking at my growth in the photos even just starting in the mirror now. Being apart of this community is not about a title it’s about self discovery, support, and unity. It’s about taking on a journey and owning being a beautiful social outcast and that mindset has forever changed my life. My life has changed so immensely even from just this set but it is a big stepping stone to me ❤️🔥
Cheers SG to another year of change, growth, and support 🥂 please check out these beautiful hopeful babes below that I think are really killing it ❤️🔥👀
@evera @marlo @zen @starphire @monroemonster @victoriaboness @harpy @stoney__ @raeriley @ladyvespertine @brynx @breeze ❤️❤️❤️ All lovely ladies that deserve some support this week ❤️❤️❤️
@missy @penny @eirenne @lemon @sean
