Have you ever been so depressed that you have wanted to take your life? I don't understand... help me understand, please...
No, I am not contemplating this, but I just found out that one of my best freinds' brother did that today. My freind doesn't want anyone to come to the services, or call - he's just not ready for it, right now. But after what he has said about us being there for his Dad's funeral, he'll appreciate us being there for his brother (who we knew - shit, he was a camper of mine when he was younger).
Needless to say, I am a bit distraught at the moment. Speechless, and without a word to say.
Well, thanks for reading this depressing bit.
Otherwise things are pretty damn good right now! Just need to pay for my college bill so I can graduate later this month. Need to make some calls tomorrow. Very busy weekend coming up. Got to get a move on things.
No, I am not contemplating this, but I just found out that one of my best freinds' brother did that today. My freind doesn't want anyone to come to the services, or call - he's just not ready for it, right now. But after what he has said about us being there for his Dad's funeral, he'll appreciate us being there for his brother (who we knew - shit, he was a camper of mine when he was younger).
Needless to say, I am a bit distraught at the moment. Speechless, and without a word to say.
Well, thanks for reading this depressing bit.
Otherwise things are pretty damn good right now! Just need to pay for my college bill so I can graduate later this month. Need to make some calls tomorrow. Very busy weekend coming up. Got to get a move on things.
Man I haven't even begun to grapple with that (MY!!!) room. Sucks, I sleep on the couch now. Long story.
Your journal: answer, yes actually. Depression is bad. Recommendation-find out about free services. A clinic ca nrefer you to hospital clinics. I go to one for therapy and medicine, all free and it helps.