I HAVE ISSUES?

Today is Friday, oh boy! I definately have way to much shit to do before Monday. Yet I am drwn to SuicideGirls.com for the fun, adventure, beautiful women, friends and wow! I love this site! It totally makes my day. Eveytime i am overwhelmed by craziness, I come here to relax, Love on the sets and show my appreciation to all those models who do such an exellent job of making my day so much brighter.

I wish that I could attend some events, hang out with Members from here and what not, but Damn I am so effing busy! wow.

TheBogsey went to Dave and Buster's Turning Pink party in Marrietta. Said he had a BLAST! Wish I could of been there.

Damn I need to be more active in the boards and chat or something. WTF DAVE get your shit together!

Any ways, Thinking about taking my pics down off of here, I have way to many naked pics of myself on here and it may get me into some troubles with my clients and customers. Hmmm what do you think?

Oh by the way I HAVE AN ADDICTION! This site...I love every set and friend every one I love. I just do it like its habit. Why? I have no idea. but over time and looking at it now I rarely actually talk to people on here. The only person I know thats on here and in person is that crazy Romanian TheBogsey. Has my life become this crazy internet creeper that just friends random people? Am I that shallow that I just friend them all, and don't actually talk to them?

I need to clean up the friend list. This means alot of people will probably get dropped from the list. I have about 1900 friends on here and i have no inkling of an idea who they really are. That does't mean that I don't love you all anymore, Nor does it mean that i will no longer love on the sets. It's just one of those things that i need to fix. I want to be friends with everyone here, I just feel that friends should ask each other how their day was. Say Hi and random bs to put a smile on eah others face. I just don't have the time to do that for everyone on here. So with that being said, If you want to get to know me, outside this I just friended you cause you have an awesome set mode that you were in, hit me up. shoot me a comment or a message.

Now for a list of my flaws while I am on this depressing mode of I have Issues

- I am a whore! yes, I am. I don't know why, its not a game of numbers, I am just addicted to the act of fucking. Its like crack to me.
- I am not faithful in a relationship. Due to me being a whore. Its not that I do not love my significant other. I just do not contribute SEX as an emotional feeling. It is an act to me, like smoking. I do it because I can.
- I suffer from emotional numbnes. Its a form of depression, and this causes me to get into more trouble than its worth
- I am a workaholic and will sit here at the office way to long and just work. Its not like I get ahead. I am just comfortable here.
- I am a narcissist, I will look at myself in the miror and take self pics like its my day job. Not because I think that I am the sexiest beast to walk the planet. I do it because I am unhappy with my body and want to change it.
- Short tempered with stupid shit. Random things will cause me to flip the fuck out. I get loud and shit. Its because I am irratated instead of actually totally pissed. When I am Pissed I no longer yell, I become calm and throw a beating to whomever it is.
- Never happy with myself and I am always seeking instant gratification from others to tell me that I did a good job, or that they like me or are proud of me. Is that low self esteem?

Anyways now I am starting to get pissed that I am blasting my BS on here. But does it really matter?

To all you lovelies! Smile and have an amazing day.

Love you all

Dave



See what I mean by self pics....lol


I will leave my pics up for a while, couple of days. Then Poof, gone!