rangerdave

Fuck fuck fuck! Mondays! I hate them. Life at home is not really getting anybetter. I can set the example and get things done and cleaned up but after that its just not worth it. She says she hates being outta a job and at home all day and bored. But if all you do all day is eat sleep and facebook WTF! She didn't even know I cooked dinner until I put the plate infront of her and she came into the kitchen while I was cooking. I run a tight ship. Yes I make messes to but for fucks sake I clean my shit up! I got tired of the shit and tried talking to her about it. She decided to tell me how hard it is being depressed and sitting around the house. I claimed Bull shit on this one. Everyday she has her friend over and they hang out till about 9 or 10 pm sometimes later. I informed here that if she has enough time in the day to bitch to me about how boring it is and play over 30 facebook games a day then she isn't bored enough. That shit takes time. Now I know why shit doesn't get done. Well Guess what Time to wake up. She said she was going for a walk, just as I began to talk to her about these issues! I told her fine walk out and not discuss these issue we have here and in a relationship she can keep walking and find another place to live. She sat right back down. Sometimes I feel like I have been attacked by leeches and they are sucking the life outta me. There is so much other shit I could be doing. 90% of the time I am cleaning up someone elses shit. Thats how life is but for Fucks sake you have nothing else to do but clean up after yourself.

Fuck I either want to win the lottery and move away or be swept up by some sugar momma to take care of me.......had 4 days off in a row because of the ice storm here and realized that I have to go to work to keep from becoming insane. Sleeping 14-16 hours a day waking up long enough to eat smoke piss and make a fucking mess. its like she has regressed to being a toddler with a nicotine habit!

Oh well......We had our talk and I will see how this week goes.....Maybe I will post applications for a new girlfriend......references and resumes required...lol

Love you all and hope your Mondays are better than mine!

BTW OMG I have been loving the shit outta these sets lately from hopefulls to SG's you girl fucking rock!!

Love Dave!