rangerdave

Snuff by Slipknot

Bury all your secrets in my skin,
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins,
The air around me still feels like a cage,
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me,
Let me go,
And run away before I know,
My heart is just to dark to care,
I can't destroy what isn't there,
Deliver me into my fate- if I'm alone I cannot hate,
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago/if I can change I hope I never know,

I still press your letters to my lips,
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss,
I couldnt face a life without your light,
But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight,

So save your breath. I will not hear. I think I made it very clear, You couldnt hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you wern't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint...
My hope was banished long ago/it took the death of hope to let you go,

So break yourself against my stones,
And spit your pity in my soul,
You never needed any help,
You sold me out to save yourself,
And I wont listen to your shame,
You ran away-you're all the same,
Angels lie to keep control...
My love was punished long ago,
If you still care don't ever let me know,
If you still care don't ever let me know...



I actually like this song the lyrics touch me in both my heart and mind and allows me to think of all the things that went wrong. Besides that well....

Work is going good for me but bad for others. Sometimes I just want to punch people in the face! If you explain how to do something and make a checklist on how to do it and walk them through it time and time again....is there ever a point were you just say fuck it and fire them? They are untrainable....have now purpose direction or motivate and can not accomplish the mission at hand in a timely manner. If something is done the same way every single day, how can you fuck that up? Well i have that guy working for me. He is a great Tech but cant keep notes or update tickets.....dropps the ball on so many other projects that its getting to be tiresome and not cost effective to keep him. If I have to do the job onsite with a cntract customer of something he was to do in the shop, and didn't why an the hell do I keep him....

Mercy...I feel sorry for him. He is a 25 yr old nerd that has no self confidence or worth. I try to help him but he wont help himself.....

So I will put him through a bootcamp to develop those skill required to be a motivated person, one who has self confidence and worth. One who can accomplish the mission in a timely manner. I will give him the purpose direction and motivation needed to get through this. He has until 2 April in this boot camp to get his shit together or he is gone.

I have explained all of this to him and we have put it into writting in which he has signed. He knows whats at stake. I personnaly hope he pulls this off.

Does this make me a dick?