randumb_thought

well, let's see. work isn't nearly as bad as it was. it's still tiring me out, but i'm not completely exhausted like i was before. plus, i've gotten a better idea of what i'm doing and how everything works, so i'm not as frustrated, and neither are my customers.

to all who have been on the edges of their seats: yes, i did ask her..yes, she did say yes...yes, she did kinda blow me off three times before we finally went out. which was today. where we ate at zaxby's and then she went to work. so yes, we did "go out" in a sense, but it was nothing amazing. to me, the most important thing was that i actually asked in the first place. and if anyone is wondering what finally gave the balls to do it, i'll tell you: as i was leaving work one night, i don't know exactly what led up to it, but i had an epiphany. for as long as i can remember i've debated with myself over confidence and cockiness and where the line is between the two. well, it finally came to me this time: confidence is being able to ask out someone with whom you work, knowing you may get turned down, and yet being able to come to work the next day and face that person. i realized i had that ability, and the result wound up being positive. so....there you go.

now that i've spent twenty minutes rambling, onto something else. work is getting better, yes, but other than the above-mentioned, my social life is non-existent. it's my own fault, i know, but i'm being driven insane by boredom. i have to get my own place. seriously. soon. we'll see what happens with that, i guess.

that's all i have for now. hope everyone who reads this and those you care about are all doing well.

love, D
and yes, anyone can still call me. 803 571 1173.