Maybe that's not the best way to say it, but it kinda feels that way. Ya know, I've been single for awhile. I guess by choice, I haven't really been looking. I guess I kinda like it this way. I mean, there are things here and there but...
Anyway, so I've had this class for the last two days, and yesterday I spotted that one girl, you know the one that really just catches your eye. Red head, tattoos, 5ft 2 or so, super cute, and well shit, as it turns out, cool to talk to too. At least during the little time available smoking on break and such. That's kinda how it happens, your not looking, and that's when you find one. Even better when it feels like ya'll are click'n. Here's where the unfairness jumps in, so to speak. As much as I'm wanting to ask her for her number, I just can't bring myself to do it at this point. I'm moving out of the area in like 3 months. It's not really fair to either of us to try to start something up knowing I've gotta bounce out that soon. And I don't really have a choice, nor would I change that if I did. So you see what I mean here? Maybe it's stupid but it just kinda felt like one of those things, like "Fuck man, if only"
Of course this is going on the assumption that she woulda been into me too. Being told to fuck off always ends those other thoughts pretty quick ;)