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my song would be:

i do not want this (nine inch nails)
I'm losing ground
you know how this world can beat you down
I'm made of clay
I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way
I'm always falling down the same hill
bamboo puncturing this skin
and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in
2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face
and if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
you don't know just how I feel
I stay inside my bed
I have lived so many lives all in my head
don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything, is there?
you would know, wouldn't you?
you extend your hand to those who suffer
to those who know what it really feels like
to those who've had a taste
like that means something
and oh so sick I am
and maybe I don't have a choice
and maybe that is all I have
and maybe this is a cry for help
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
you don't know just how I feel

I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters

and how is it not cool?
-the geist

[Edited on Jun 21, 2005 5:26PM]

ha, we're both in the penpals group
i filled in that 50 question crap too.. and i didn't get the "friends respondin back" bit either..
yet after reading on a few other responses, others seemed to get it.. weird people...


i'm actually pretty happy today (went shoppin!) but on other days, this song usually makes an excellent soundtrack for my day..

I refuse to lose while others wanna cop out
Don't like their views - I wanna rock out
Their right wing shit is a joke and let me tell you
There's gonna be a lot of fire and a lot of smoke...
I know - you know: there is only one way!

I gotta - I gotta get out!
This is hell - This is hell!
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i only added the last verse there, just to get an idea....
but it's just that verse that really does it for me...

Hey! One of my bestest friends was a gay marine, she could kick almost any guys ass that I know of, 'cept my Dad, he's a karate expert!

Great pics as always. You should take yourself on a long vacation.

Tim Burton is coming out with a movie called "The Corpse Bride" which is also stop-action and looks really really good. He's the one who did Nightmare Before Christmas. And Johnny Depp does the voice of the main character! I wasn't that interested at first but now I'm curious...

Here's a site with pics and info

What do you do for a living?
Evil

Ya, know... I don't think I could live in Cali. It just seems too surreal...

Hey I see you like Distillers.....yeah!

well.. i finished greek high school and served over 2 years in the greek-cypriot army. so yea, i speak greek. fluently. as i do my english. british accent and all.

but what i didn't mention last time, is that i don't feel neither greek nor english. i never felt quite at home when growing up in cyprus.. i only ever dreamed of england back then
and now i've been livin in the UK for over 5 years and now i don't feel at home here either..
i really really wanna try out Japan! but not knowing the language, i doubt i'd feel at home there as well..

so... just an idea, but if you ever wanna adopt a 25 year old boy.. erm.. let me know!


edited coz of typos. i hate typos!! damn you fuckin typos!!

[Edited on Jun 17, 2005 12:31AM]

what Tsunami? can it reach hollywood? i was just at work near malibu (but kind of up in the mountains/canyon) anyway, should i have known about this?

me = zombie, fuck a movie
during the next tsunami i'll be at the nudie bar

big zombie fan? (idk why im asking i know the answer is yes lol)

Michael Jackson got off? Crap, that was a poor choice of words...ummm he got acquitted? I guess money and fame can get you out of any sticky situation. Most unfair!

the jury looked and studied the evidence...supposedly the one of the boys has tried to sew alot of other stars with the same thing. i guess it was the cancer survivour kid..???... so stupid. so the jury looked at that and said..micheal is innocent... god he is so weird i just want to flick his nose off. sly 96 was out at his house alot of fans were over there having a party to celebrate (why do i know all of this????)i heard he was aquitted and i thought, wow how much did that cost???
im not teasing ... i asked him and he was like yea.. awsome (about the whole gf thing) hehehe and then he said will we share??? hahaha he tickles me.

[Edited on Jun 14, 2005 6:23PM]

see "my big head" (a couple months old) and "my big hat" (new) and in a couple of minutes (i've been trying to re-size this shit i just took with a clunky digital camera i inherited from my parents, who have somehow surpassed me in technical coolness and now have a hip little one, with no photo editing software since the free shit i was using just ended it's free trial) look for very blurry shots of my two tatoos and my other masks...

I find myself hot as well.
Damn me for looking so good!

I'll sit here and be jealous that you're getting more ink

Have fun with your gadgetry...hope I get to see your naughty vids!

Off to paint my nails...I mean watch a movie...or somthin'!

Damn you get a lot of comments!

I don't even remember what you asked me now. I do remember you got my comic book guy reference, so that was nice.

Hey, I dig the emotional hemophilia concept. Doesn't sound fun, but nice metaphor nonetheless.

By the way, how did such a hot girl end up with such stellar grammar and spelling? Did you go to the grammar rodeo?

Oh yeah, you asked about the movie reviewing. I have a film production company that makes commercials and junk, and made one feature movie so far which is what I hope to be doing exclusively sometime. I went to film school and studied movies for many years, so the reviewing thing was just kind of a natural fit.

So what does it take to get locked up in your basement anyway? Sounds kind of crowded right now, but let me know when you have a vacancy.

well i survived at work.. mainly due to the fact that i managed to get 2 solid hours of sleep while there. and lying down in proper sleep mode. not while sitting in a chair. for my weekday job this is very good going!

so you live by the beach, you like a good smoke and you have a car.... dude, when can i visit!!


plans for the impending weekend? well.. got the guys comin round tonight for video games and some seriously long joints. just like the good 'ol days. haven't done that in a while. my head's gonna be so fucked by tomorrow.