randomrockstar

itwas about 2 years ago and her name was rachel. first true love and cut a long story short she cheated on me and lied about it, when she finally told me the truth (only because her friend told me and she couldnt deny it) we split then got back together a few days later, i couldnt trust her though so we said we would give it a few days rest to think about it. in that time i realised how much i loved her and wanted to make it work so i would trust her. In the same time she realised that all she wanted to do was sleep round. So i got played like an idiot . she told me she loved me and didnt know if she wanted to get back with me, id go out with mates at night see her all over a different guy each time and it would kill me, then shed tell me she was thinking about gettin back together and id fall for it. then i met sam and she began making me feel better but, rachel didnt like this as it took the attention off her so shed say things like "cant believe your seeing her" and id drop sam to try and impress rach my head was totally screwed and when on valentines day i brouhght rach necklace and earing costing me 60-odd pound (something io couldnt afford at the time because i was living away from home) went out that night and saw her with some lad with them on! she had said she would go out with me but dropped me and went with this new lad, that was it i went home and tried to check myself out, only being stopped because my housemate and friends came back home so i had to stop. then a few weeks later we went the blackpool trip for the year (she worked with me as well) and i just went with girls then i saw the look on her face, i realised she didnt want me or anyone to have me, some how sam still liked me and really wanted to get back with me, so after a few weeks of talking we did, so me and sam have been together for a year in 2 weeks it could of been 18 month if it wasnt for that bitch. but im over her now and me and sam are strong as ever.