Todays random warning:
Working can seriously damage your social life.
I had a bizarre sex dream about my upstairs neighbor the other night. I havent had a sex dream in a long time. Shit. I havent had sex in a long time. I feel so pathetic.
I figured that Ive been single for almost an entire year. I havent even dated anyone. No wonder Im starting to feel lonely and depressed. I dont know how Im ever going to meet anyone. I dont really do anything here, and I doubt that Id meet someone at work, plus thats just not a good thing to dodate someone from workthat and most firefighters are super cocky, and I need a guy that will treat me right for once. There is a really cute one at 12, named Jason. Hes got tons of tattoos and hes really nice. He always comes in and chats with me, but I just dont think that hes really interested in me in that way.
Im starting to think that theres something wrong with me. Ill hang out with a guy a couple of times and then nothing. They avoid me like the plague. Maybe Im just too psychotic. Now more than ever Im thinking that I really will be that old lady in the creepy house on the hillthe one with all the cats.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
Thats a scary thought. I used to be okay with the thought of being alone. I used to be okay with saving my heart from further torment. But now its aching for something, and its NOT heart burn. I think that Im really lonely.
I miss just sitting on the couch, watching tv or a movie and holding someone, or having them hold me in their arms. I miss holding hands. I miss feeling like I mean something to someone else other than myself
I miss sleeping with someone, more than anything. Not fucking, but just sleeping next to someone. Waking up in the morning with someone to roll over to
*Sigh*
Working can seriously damage your social life.
I had a bizarre sex dream about my upstairs neighbor the other night. I havent had a sex dream in a long time. Shit. I havent had sex in a long time. I feel so pathetic.
I figured that Ive been single for almost an entire year. I havent even dated anyone. No wonder Im starting to feel lonely and depressed. I dont know how Im ever going to meet anyone. I dont really do anything here, and I doubt that Id meet someone at work, plus thats just not a good thing to dodate someone from workthat and most firefighters are super cocky, and I need a guy that will treat me right for once. There is a really cute one at 12, named Jason. Hes got tons of tattoos and hes really nice. He always comes in and chats with me, but I just dont think that hes really interested in me in that way.
Im starting to think that theres something wrong with me. Ill hang out with a guy a couple of times and then nothing. They avoid me like the plague. Maybe Im just too psychotic. Now more than ever Im thinking that I really will be that old lady in the creepy house on the hillthe one with all the cats.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
Thats a scary thought. I used to be okay with the thought of being alone. I used to be okay with saving my heart from further torment. But now its aching for something, and its NOT heart burn. I think that Im really lonely.
I miss just sitting on the couch, watching tv or a movie and holding someone, or having them hold me in their arms. I miss holding hands. I miss feeling like I mean something to someone else other than myself
I miss sleeping with someone, more than anything. Not fucking, but just sleeping next to someone. Waking up in the morning with someone to roll over to
*Sigh*
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[Edited on Jul 06, 2005 1:55PM]
Are there crazy cat men? I'm well on my way and l'm alright with it