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Tuesday May 31, 2005

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I just saw "Bleed Like Me" on VH1. Shirley Manson is beautiful. I watched the music video and remembered why I was a Garbage fan. When I was younger, I thought she was a beautiful bad-ass, and I wanted to be like her...
Right after that I saw The Vines "Ride" I've always liked that song, but the video is rad.

Things I ponder while working the night shift:
When was the last time I ate?
Will I be awake enough to be at the beach after work?
Why cant I fall in love?
Try as I might, I cant think of the last time that I cried because of a physical hurt.
Im going to have my heart tattooed: Handle with care
The only thing that I really, truly fear is emotional pain.
I would do just about anything for an appropriate amount of money, which makes me ponder my ghastly lack of morals
If I died tomorrow, the only things Id regret would be the things that I never did.
If I killed someone, I would NEVER tell anyone, which makes me think that I have a real lack of trusting abilities, or else Im just really smart.
The jeans that Im wearing are dirty, and I dont care.
The last time I stayed up through the night was because of drugs, and to be honest, staying up all night sober isnt much different.
I really, really, really want a mohawk again, and now that Im working nightshift, I think that I just might do it.
I realized that the only (male) person that Id be willing to date at the moment is unavailable, and for the first time, Im okay with that.
My leg has been shaking uncontrollably for the past 10 hours. It feels weird when I try to keep it still.
Also, for the past 10 hours, I have done nothing to justify the amount of money that I make.
I work for the state, I get paid by the state, I get taxed by the state, a portion of state taxes go to state employee wages. SMASH THE FUCKING STATE!

You have 24 hours to live:
This being true, answer the following questions:

What was your souls purpose?
What do you regret doing?
What do you regret not doing?
What is the last thing you want to do?
Who is the last person youll talk to?
Where do you want to be when you finally die?
What will your tombstone say?

The sun is coming up and so I must retire friends, lest I be caught in God's awful rays, never to be heard from again.
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carnalascetic:
What was your souls purpose? To finding out if I had a soul and why
What do you regret doing? believing liars
What do you regret not doing? returning the same love to one girl who loved me
What is the last thing you want to do? hang with friends
Who is the last person youll talk to? mi madre
Where do you want to be when you finally die? hidden away somewhere in the garage so I stink up the place for weeks to come
What will your tombstone say? SKS, Rest In Peace buddy...you owe me rent money by the way
May 31, 2005
anbuvampyre:
yeah deff right now im thinking a purple octopus and a little bird that i think every member of my favorite band has tattooed on their wrist
May 31, 2005

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