Well, I've cancelled my account, again... Don't worry about it, I only cancelled it because I'm broke right now -as soon as I get a job, I'll renew my subscription.

But as it stands, I have no money, and I'm in debt. I'm trying to scare up cash to pay off the last month of rent... I'm also looking for work -a dehumanizing quest I'd...
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I am broke, and unmotivated. I don't want to do a single thing. I don't want to move. I'm too scared, too bored, and too resigned. I'm about as low as a person can be, without engaging in extremely self-destructive behaviours. Don't worry, I won't start doing Heroin to compound my troubles.

The worst of it is I know I can do better, and what's...
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It's my Fifth anniversary with my girlfriend, but I'm miserable, and I want to die.

Damn, it's awesome to have a laptop and a side table. I can use the computer on the toilet.

Lots of sexual frustration today. I'm never gonna grow up, am I?

Whoa. Okay then. Just had a freakout a few days ago. I think I haven't really graduated, so I'm a little upset at the moment. I need to sort it out. I'm very good at avoiding my problems, but it doesn't really solve them... I need a buttload of money. I really don't need that much stuff -my only real sin is my love of...
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I'm so overwhelmed. I have to stop hiding. I have to stop hiding. I need to live. I have to stop ignoring my problems. I cannot let myself be discouraged. I need more help. I need more help. I can do all of this, but I need to stop hiding and do all this. I can't outrun my problems. I have to keep fighting for...
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Mother's day came and went. My mother died when I was Seven, so you can imagine how farking thrilled I am about this holiday. I'm also a born cynic, so I hardly care for the hallmark sentimentality anyway. But, I called the mothers I knew and wished them a Happy Mother's Day.

I see women have kids, and never find it fulfilling. And a lot...
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Okay, I'm drunk and horny. I want my Roommate's Ex. This is bad. I'm going to bed now.

People are really goddamned testy on the internet.

I'm back now! missed you all!