I am broke, and unmotivated. I don't want to do a single thing. I don't want to move. I'm too scared, too bored, and too resigned. I'm about as low as a person can be, without engaging in extremely self-destructive behaviours. Don't worry, I won't start doing Heroin to compound my troubles.

The worst of it is I know I can do better, and what's worse yet is that I'm actually a member of the richest 1/6 of the planet -so I'm blowing my problems out of proportion, yet. So now I'm miserable, broke, unmotivated, and feel guilty on top of that. I have Failed.

My world is unravelling. The larger world is becoming an even bigger mess.