randomdent

Why does everything in my life need be so fucking hard for me?

I think I'm at a point in life now where it's much easyer to look forward nothing but bad things to happen to me or at least that nothing good will happen....The sooner I come to understand this the less likey I will be to fail I think....I don't know......

I really need some money and there is only one way for me to get it right now.

I need to become a thief.

Ill steal for the rich and give to me.

I think I'm worth it. I have been so poor for such a huge chunk of my life and I'm sick of it.

There will be more job hunting for me today....I so need the money right now.....If I don't find some sort of work I won't be able to pay for my school books so if I don't find something with in a week or so ill have to start selling my blood so that I can goto school....

This morning I was sitting here listening to...
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I'm really looking forward to going back to college. Ill be taking Data Communications and Emerging Technologies. Goodtimes will be had.

I'm trying to think of something to write here but I'm drawing a blank.

So if someone wants to let me live with them for free as I goto school I can be your love slave and clean the house naked and do anything else asked of me.....heheeeeehheee....Ok now ill stop kidding around since no one would want that.

Yesterday I went job hunting. First I stoped by college and checked into work studys and they had nothing for...
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I want to be happy...

I'm feeling so alone and sad right now. I really want to get on my feet again with a job and living in a new place. I just don't think I can do this alone....I don't know whats going on with me.

What I really need right now is an apartment in Portland and a job that I can live with so that I can...
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I really need to clean out my car. LIke every morning I end up saying to myself "I'm going to clean out my car this morning" but then I end up just never doing it. Well this is going to change this morning.

Well I have been finding myself sleep naked alot these last few days because it has been really hot in my room....
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I'm so lonely tonight...Theres no one to spend time with me but this is nothing new....