randomdent

Well I really don't know what to say here so I just speak whatever is in my mind.

I just got home from going into downtown Portland, I went there to go look for a job which I did do I also stoped by Victoria's work which is always good for me because I find myself missing her lots sometimes. Well after seeing her I walked around all over downtown for a few hours which I think was very good for me because I got to do alot of thinking.

When I was walking I really started to look around Portland and I don't know how this happend but I really felt at peace with myself and I also feel like I am no longer afrade to die...I really can't explain this it's just a feeling that has over came me...