I havent had any form of sexual pleasure in forever. God I feel ugly and bad about myself.
Why lie? Ill be honest. If I don't find away to move out of this house I'm going to end up just trying to kill myself with pills again. I just can't deal with it out here and on top of that the one thing I need to move is money aka a job and I can't find a job doing anything at all....
Everyday I'm pushed more and more by life....
Fuck I just want to cry......
Why lie? Ill be honest. If I don't find away to move out of this house I'm going to end up just trying to kill myself with pills again. I just can't deal with it out here and on top of that the one thing I need to move is money aka a job and I can't find a job doing anything at all....
Everyday I'm pushed more and more by life....
Fuck I just want to cry......
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And there is no reason you should feel ugly and bad, you're really hot and you'll get a girl who knows that and wants to take you in public and fuck you in the rain, hell Emily sounds like she really wants to be that girl, don't kill yourself, life will get better and if you're dead you can't enjoy all the great stuff thats still coming, you're just 19, theres so much that still has to happen, don't leave on a bad note. besides if you die now you can't sleep with Emily and I think she'd be disappointed and I'm going to guess that you would be too...