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There will be more job hunting for me today....I so need the money right now.....If I don't find some sort of work I won't be able to pay for my school books so if I don't find something with in a week or so ill have to start selling my blood so that I can goto school....

This morning I was sitting here listening to some music and I really started to think about things.

You know that know one in my life 'really' knows everything about me and it's not that I don't want that but I guess I'm scared of opening up 100% to anyone. I feel that if I do ill just be hurt that much more then they leave me I think.

Maybe I'm worryed about my past repeating it self.