Friday Nov 12, 2010

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Awesome weekend so far n it's only Friday night!!!!

I went to get a massage at a place called Massage Motu in libertyville for y'all that know the area. I haven't gotten a professional massage in 2+ years, so this was much needed n long overdue!

This definitely was not my first massage, but this massage was definitely a first of something for me... I...
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Monday Nov 08, 2010

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Hmmm... So I was talking to my pops about all the crap that has been happening to me lately.
1. I got a DUI in Wisconsin
2. Accidentally missed the court date (I thought it was aug17 but it was July 17) so they sent it to Illinois courts
3. Being sent to IL, my liscense was automatically suspended
4. Hafta take the bus to...
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debased_pixie:
I did it off my own back because of my depression, I had gone the meds route before. I guess there came a point when I started not wanting to wake up or to just let go of the wheel when driving that I thought I had better do something.

I got lucky too, I googled to find someone and he is perfect for me. Way it goes I guess.

Looking back I was really fucking ill at the time, I couldn't interact with anyone and I was having anxiety attacks. It didn't cure my depression, I guess it helped me to understand myself and make a decision that I don't want to and don't have to be in that place.

My depression pretty much stemmed from not recognising my feelings, let alone dealing with them. I surpressed all emotion from guilt to joy and sadness.

I never even contemplated just how much of my life it affected, I used to do things without realising which were pretty negative.

I went back into therapy cos loads of bad shit happened, I did it to make sure I didn't end up in that place again and dealt with it.
Like you, I find it difficult to really sit down and talk to anyone about my emotions, but then I am so much better at it now than I was.

I'd always recomend anyone struggling to deal with feelings to seek help, if only to be told "you're gonna be fine - its normal"
I'df also say do a bit of research into the types of therapy first, CBT or transactional analysis. The first session is normally about getting to know eachother and talking through what to expect and whether there would be any benefit in it.

bellebane:
Great game to pass the time with. or at least so i hear lol.
the car stayed in Indiana with the zombies!! havent decided if going to get it and pay for the repair is an option OR leaving the crap there and getting a new one. I am lazy so option #2 might be the winner.
so nice of you to call me a good writer. i think i am just good at telling stories more so than anything. you should hear me tell them in person! i'm very animated biggrin
oh and as for the dreams, i dream 6 new impossible dreams everyday wink

Monday Nov 08, 2010

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Gamer Geeks are amazing!!! I am sitting at lunch right now n like half of the dudes in here are talking about the upcoming release of COD:BLACK OPS. n like 1/4 girls are talking about it as well... I guess it's one of the many things that make working in a computer warehouse so awesome!!!

Sunday Nov 07, 2010

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This weekend has been pretty great so far. First things first, I got paid on Friday and used have of my paycheck to finish paying off the rest of my debt!!! That's right, R_J is now debt free, which is nice cause 2 years ago I had $20,000 of debt... Now I can focus on actually buying a house rather than renting, and possibly getting...
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kirin:
WEAK! You will be missed at SGChicago.

Wednesday Nov 03, 2010

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So I used to be a facebook whore, I would constantly look at facebook and update my status like 4-5 times a day. It's so easy cause I have the iPhone app on the first screen. But it's changed since about two weeks ago. I only prolly open the app once or twice a day, however in place of the time spent on facebook I...
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dorsal:
i hated facebook at first. only because all my highschool friends wanted to talk to me againtonguetongue
random_j:
Haha, I take it that you hated highschool? And why at first? Do you like it now...

Monday Nov 01, 2010

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Today was a great day, mostly because of what happened when I was at lunch. I hate having to buy lunch at work cause it's so expensive for nasty ass food, but I forgot my lunch at home today. Since I needed to buy cigarettes I figured I'd go to subway n get some good food... When I got there there was only one other...
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random_j:
Awww thanks, I'll definitely keep the SG world updated...
smartypants:
That's great! What a good story to read (hear!) May your feet be swift and steady on that dancin' date smile Good luck, and totally keep us posted!
Noted: I am aware of the amount of exclamations, this good news definitely warrants them!

Friday Oct 29, 2010

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Attention All Console Gamers:
I've decided to buy a new PS3 game, however I'm stuck between Red Dead Redemption and the new Medal Of Honor... Help me choose or tell me about another game that'll trump the other two.

I'm going today after work (@3:00pm) so let me know... Thanks
R_J
bellebane:
Red Dead Redemption...
random_j:
Good answer, that's the one I bought. I also got MarioKart for the wii w/ two steering wheel controls n paid the rest of my pre-order for COD:Black Ops!

Thursday Oct 28, 2010

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food?
FOOD!!!!
The managers in the CDW warehouse 1st shift decided to give us free food this morning! Who's ever heard of tacos for breakfast? W/e I've been here for three hours already LETS EAT!!!

For those of you wondering.... YES I'm on SG.com at work...
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