Crappy Weekend? I think so!
Well this is turning out to be one of my worst weekends ever. Started out okay with me being really lazy and not getting up till 3pm on saturday. But it really started going bad last night at about 1am.
Got a txt msg off michelle saying about how us being apart with me at uni and her at worcester was just too hard for her and that "she didnt know what to do about it". A bit of a wierd/strange comment you might think but about 6 weeks ago this happened before and i though we had dealt with the whole "im finding the us being apart dificult."
Now that problem was overcome after i took some advice from one of my housemates and she explained what michelle really meant. ie. She was just looking for some reasurrance. So i thought that is exactly what was happening again. However after she stopped txting me last night, i woke up this morning to two txts from her saying things like "you're going to be at university for 2 more years and then im going to be at uni for 3 years. Can we really wait that long till we are really together?."
Well i know i bloody well could! I phoned her this afternoon and after talking for a while no conclusion was reached. She wants to talk about this later tonight leaving me to spend all day worrying about wants she really wants to do. She keeps telling me that she loves me and wants to stay with me, but then always adds a 'but'. She then goes on to say that she's finds it difficult for us to be apart.
Yes..........
I do too! but it doesnt mean i txt her and make her worried that im going to dump her over it. I really just dont understand i really dont.
Then at the end of the conversation i said "I love you" and then she just hung up without saying anything! This is really making me wonder what she's up to. It really does seem to me that she is just playing games. I tried telling her that surely its worth it for when we are together and she then agrees then ignores what ive just said. It really does seem like she doesnt want to sort things out and in fact is just trying to get me to finish with her or something.
(Im just ranting now but anyway its making me feel better! )
And another thing this has all come out of the blue, after she went to town with her 'special' friend ben! Another thing that makes me think she's just playing games with me.
Well this is turning out to be one of my worst weekends ever. Started out okay with me being really lazy and not getting up till 3pm on saturday. But it really started going bad last night at about 1am.
Got a txt msg off michelle saying about how us being apart with me at uni and her at worcester was just too hard for her and that "she didnt know what to do about it". A bit of a wierd/strange comment you might think but about 6 weeks ago this happened before and i though we had dealt with the whole "im finding the us being apart dificult."
Now that problem was overcome after i took some advice from one of my housemates and she explained what michelle really meant. ie. She was just looking for some reasurrance. So i thought that is exactly what was happening again. However after she stopped txting me last night, i woke up this morning to two txts from her saying things like "you're going to be at university for 2 more years and then im going to be at uni for 3 years. Can we really wait that long till we are really together?."
Well i know i bloody well could! I phoned her this afternoon and after talking for a while no conclusion was reached. She wants to talk about this later tonight leaving me to spend all day worrying about wants she really wants to do. She keeps telling me that she loves me and wants to stay with me, but then always adds a 'but'. She then goes on to say that she's finds it difficult for us to be apart.
Yes..........
I do too! but it doesnt mean i txt her and make her worried that im going to dump her over it. I really just dont understand i really dont.
Then at the end of the conversation i said "I love you" and then she just hung up without saying anything! This is really making me wonder what she's up to. It really does seem to me that she is just playing games. I tried telling her that surely its worth it for when we are together and she then agrees then ignores what ive just said. It really does seem like she doesnt want to sort things out and in fact is just trying to get me to finish with her or something.
(Im just ranting now but anyway its making me feel better! )
And another thing this has all come out of the blue, after she went to town with her 'special' friend ben! Another thing that makes me think she's just playing games with me.