*sigh*
could another one of my friends die? because i would really like that. (hear the sarcasm)
one of my old buddies died today. in december he bitched about the pain in his back and everyone told him to buck up and fuck off.
1 month later he goes to doctor. doctor says 'you have lung cancer'.
4 months later, sah=corpse.
i used to pick on him because he would never use the plural form of words. he would say 'there are many car in the parking lot' and then chain smoke cigarettes.
i wish you would stop smoking. its the second time this has happened to me...to them...
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when i was 13 i thought, i wonder what it feels like to know someone that had died.
when i was 14 i thought, now i know someone that has died.
i'm 26, and i ran out of fingers to count death on.
i charred my lungs, i probably even gave them legions. i smoked my insides in so many ways. my liver spits obscenities at me from the abuse i've inflicted on it. why are all the good people dying?
could another one of my friends die? because i would really like that. (hear the sarcasm)
one of my old buddies died today. in december he bitched about the pain in his back and everyone told him to buck up and fuck off.
1 month later he goes to doctor. doctor says 'you have lung cancer'.
4 months later, sah=corpse.
i used to pick on him because he would never use the plural form of words. he would say 'there are many car in the parking lot' and then chain smoke cigarettes.
i wish you would stop smoking. its the second time this has happened to me...to them...
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when i was 13 i thought, i wonder what it feels like to know someone that had died.
when i was 14 i thought, now i know someone that has died.
i'm 26, and i ran out of fingers to count death on.
i charred my lungs, i probably even gave them legions. i smoked my insides in so many ways. my liver spits obscenities at me from the abuse i've inflicted on it. why are all the good people dying?
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The worst one I had to deal with was when a friend quite a bit younger than me died in a car accident, that just felt so wrong.
I don't smoke.
I havent lost many people in my life, but the ones i have lost meant everything to me. i lost a really close friend when I was 15 which ripped my world apart. i then lost a friend when I was 17 to drugs and he was my rock for a while. Its always the good ones that go and it seems the world is really unfair. the only thing you can do is keep the memories close to your heart and find people that are true friends who you believe can be as close to you as the ones you've lost where. We are not here to replace people just to support you through the bad and remind you of all the good