rainwolfkin

puny criminal minds indeed.


it just makes me think that someone with half a brain could really do well at a game like that.

Well SomeOneUk is another fish... I always seemed to have tons of Scorpios as good friends when I was growing up... I like Scorpios. Not that I believe in that sort of thing (although I find it interesting that people I like/dislike tend to lump into certain signs).

Tons of people have my birthday. thelastbeliever does for a start.

R mentioned you were contemplating coming down to Soton. You are welcome to. Either that or London - I'm often home at the moment tending to the garden.

Damn I cut my finger whilst making a sandwich and it really hurts to type.

On a side note I'm inlove with your ribs, the fish is wicked.

Darling, you come with me and you wont need to worry or feel shy. I would feel the same way if I didn't know anyone but I have 2 good friends who are coming and probably another few friends of friends who will tag along. I wish my journal entry was still around from the one I went to before. They really are unlike anything you have ever been to before. Its a really saucy and sexy atmosphere but there's absolutely no sleaze or seediness. And because there are no boys everyone is a lot less inhibited and there is much spontaneous pole dancing and loads of booty-shaking. You can wear whatever makes you feel sexy. Last time I wore a tight pencil skirt and a boob tube but this time I'm going to dress a little more provocatively... but can't decide what yet Although there are lots of bisexual and lesbian girls there, there's plenty of straight girls and its just a really friendly and non-snooty atmosphere. Have I convinced you now?

Sounds kinda scary

I used to see a girl who smoked loads of weed an she always tried to get me to try it, I'm not big into drugs (just enjoy boozin) an the only time she'd get me to agree to puff on the thing was when I was already wasted from drinkin so........ I chucked like no tomorrow

Tried coke once too, at the grand national, all I can remember about that little episode is standing in the pouring rain in Kilburn High Rd thinkin 'ths is great' of course it wasn't great an I got soaked so that was the end of my coke habbit!

The definition of existence: As I said: I made a powerful ally in myself. A very pertinent part of my existence. For the better part of 22 years, I have been the best friend that anyone can have. I've listened to the problems that people have, I've helped people through troubled times, I've even sacfrificed my own will for those people that led me to believe that I am their friend.
Now, after sitting alone on the anniversary of my birth, I relise that just about every single one of those people is everything but my friend. People are all too willing to take advantage of other people. The reasons are usually different, but the outcome is mostly the same: It makes them feel better.
What this all adds up to for me, and as the overall answer to the previous question, is that it's just too hard to find truth in the hearts, and/or minds of those around you. Thus, the definition of my existence is to find those people who are true. The people you can turn your back on casually, and know that there will never be a jagged, sharp piece of metal there when you reach back to scratch the following itch. Just one kindred spirit. I still have yet to find it in the complete form.

P.S. thanks for exploring surreal thoughts, they really are quite exciting to me.

[Edited on Apr 20, 2005 2:38AM]

thank you hun

well see it's a vicious circle. I'm scared of dogs, which they sense, and therefore they're mean to me, which makes me scared of them.

it's a tough circle to break.

i'll race you to the hangover wiriting sesh.
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nice to meet you. would like to have spoken to you a bit more.
but soon. x

distract me whenever you feel like being distracted.

te he he he he...

Oh, and I vote for LSD. I'm also very awkward around kids, but must admit that I'm getting a bit better. I didn't relate well to kids when I was one. Relaxing helps.

My plan for a huge birthday lie in fell apart when I woke up at 9am. But it's probably a good thing as I have to wash my dreds today and it's going to take the better part of the day to get them dry.

Thanks for the birthday wishes and I'll see you tomorrow night.

There is something so infinitely attractive about a booxe-filled night out as a solution to a heavy workload...

Thanks for letting me know. Assuming this weekend doesn't need to be a no-sleeper (I'm a perfectionist, deep, deep, way deep down), then I would love to be there.

I'll go say hello to monsieur doggie, and madame p.

pushing for a pushing? nope...

It was a joke. Feeling morose. Morose not liking me feeling him. Geddit?

Damn PGMG were good!

Sorry I dissapeared I had to go get my coat before the queues (like for NIN), and then my mobile died. I asked D to say bye for me.

Saturday should be good fun.

Will bring more CDs at the weekend.

Thanks for your good thoughts, theres still hope but I cant help but feel a little down right now, circumstances seem dire but tomorrow will be a new day. Thanks for caring.

I love it when they can't hold it together during a sketch. That's always funny.

Tha coudl be cool. I want to do somethign liek that after I submit my PhD (so like in 12 months hopefully). We'll see.

I need to work to get money first. oh and find somewhere to go.

No worries, it's none of my business anyway

The Palace stuff might be hard to find, but 'Viva Last Blues' is the place to start, if you can get it. 'Arise Therefore' is, umm, "difficult". A great record, I think. 'Hope' is well worth it, and so is 'Palace Brothers' (which had a different title which I can't remember). And also Bonnie "Prince" Billy is also Will Oldham, and the record to try there is 'I See A Darkness'.
Amazon seem to be able to get some of it. Be warned,they're all quite short records so they're not cheap, on a bucks-per-song basis. I think all five are essential, but I'm weird like that.



[Edited on Apr 10, 2005 2:55PM]

Maybe a carefully done Courtney Cox could play your part (rock her up abit of course).

Heath Ledger was the closest i could find haha

A poem called Pentecost Castle by Geoffrey Hill. There's more but that's all I could remember. I have it at home though.

I just might have saved them Look forward to more though. A few of us are going to Kinkfest in London so if you want to come along, you are welcome!

Yeah thats the one...might be an interesting time to step into it all eh????

Oh btw on IC, I am Seraf if you have a membership.