my heart has grown into this monster i can't control. the memories it holds are twisted and changed into what i want them to be. it now believes that i was happy with her. that when she cheated it wasn't really that bad. that i think she is beautiful. that i can't live without her. that there was some kind of future there. that she's... Read More
I apologize for how depressing my blogs have been. I'm not really that down in the dumps. I'm actually a pretty happy person. I love to laugh, I swear!
So...here's a bit about me. I'm a journalist, I love my job, but am in no way proud of who I work for. That will change soon. I lived in Chicago until I turned 18. I... Read More
I think you're beautiful. Your profile pic grabbed my attention anyway.
I also think you really need to get the fuck out of Oklahoma fast! My sister and her family live there. So do my parents. It suits them just fine, but they're the most boring people and have no ambition other than to 'serve our lord almighty'. I love them, but can't stand Oklahoma. I feel for you. Escape quickly while you still can!!!
It shouldn't be this hard. You broke my heart a million times and finally you stopped looking back to see if I was bleeding. I was...I am. I know that the stars in your eyes have stopped shining as they look into mine. I saw them transform into something else, something I can't quite put my finger on. And I saw them stray before you... Read More