rainherself

Wow...lots of things going on. I finally got my first magazine as Editor published. I'm dying to get my tattoo for my ex, Marisa done, It's going to be from the front cover of The Used In Love & Death album, a tree with a hanging heart. She was my first love, and will always have a place in my heart.

I am with the most wonderful girl in the world now, Audra. She sexy, smart, witty, giving and just an all around wonderful person. We have nothing in common...the music she listens to is horrible, she believes in God and is a total geek about everything...but opposites attract and with her compromising is easy and totally worth it. I'm still a little weary...sometimes love isn't enough to work through that stuff. especially when it comes to God or religion.

Although I am fascinated by religion its merely because it reminds me of cults. I am extremely against all religions and what they stand for. I am me thats all i need....and eventually that might get old to her or vice versa...but I hope not, because she is amazing and I really want to be with her for a long time. I knew it wouldn't last with Ashley, thats why I got rid of her. I want something real, and Audra is so fucking real.