Me and an ex hung out last night. A girl I have known for a decade. We were friends for five years and then we started dating. Timming wasn't right for us and we broke up. It was a tramatic break up for me I caused a lot of bullshit between us. Over the next few years I kept a torch burning for her so to speak but had finally gotten to a place where I was okay that we weren't going to hook up again. Hell after my last girlfriend I'm scared shitless of the idea really.
So last night we hung out and we ended up cuddled up on the couch and then we kissed a few times. It was the first time in years that this had happened. I was so happy it was silly, but then after she left I started feeling scared as hell. Not wanting to screw it up, scared of what it could mean, blah blah blah. I'm sure I'm over thinking it, but still can't shake the idea, and I don't want to screw this up period!
So last night we hung out and we ended up cuddled up on the couch and then we kissed a few times. It was the first time in years that this had happened. I was so happy it was silly, but then after she left I started feeling scared as hell. Not wanting to screw it up, scared of what it could mean, blah blah blah. I'm sure I'm over thinking it, but still can't shake the idea, and I don't want to screw this up period!
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But you know what I shouldn't do that and that goes for you too, you shouldn't worry either.
You're a good person and so am I!
It looks like we have both had shite relationships from what I have heard from your stories so far so have fun with her and chill out, okay? Don't be afraid!
You deserve to be happy as do I.
I've waited a year and a half to meet someone and I think I met someone finally.
It's awesome!