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rainbowgrrl

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Sunday Jul 04, 2004

Jul 4, 2004
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Ugh never go out and get fairly wasted...fall asleep on your friends bed...get woken up and taken home to have less than 3 hours sleep then get up at 6am for an hours walk to work for a 3 hr staff meeting/training thing frown i fell like poo but i have clueless to watch so YAY love


Also i may not be around much..my mental health state is going down hill quite severly.. ive burst in to tears so many times over the past few days i just cant cope,
Im not one to usually admit this blush but i hate myself..'im not looking for the whole ugh get over yourself yor lovely' I need *me* time i need to start loving myself again..i hate everything about me..who knows i might come back looking totally different whatever
pedigree_chump:
get over yourself your lovely! wink tongue

only kidding ooo aaa (well, NOT kidding, but kidding... you know what i mean, right? kiss ). i feel you on this, i've been in a rut of total self-loathing this past year... and SG has been the biggest and best distraction in preventing me from actually facing up to my problem, and getting out there to do what i need to do to re-gain my dignity and self-respect.

it's like groundhog day at the moment. surreal frown

good luck rainbow smile kiss kiss
Jul 4, 2004
misterjesus:
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but but but, you are lovely.

I know it does'nt mean much but I'm not keen on myself either, sometimes we just can't see ourselves for how good we really are.

blush

I think your pretty nice though.
Jul 4, 2004

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